likewise // abel
Oct 10, 2021 2:24:59 GMT -5
Post by ✨ zozo. on Oct 10, 2021 2:24:59 GMT -5
I woke up in a foul mood today, nightmares scurrying away as I blinked my eyes open to a migraine blooming behind my forehead. They gave me something to make it go away and it's worked, but there's nothing that can quell my anxieties. Each day I wake up in this place and not in my bed back home sends me spiraling further and further away from reality - all I can focus on is death. How quickly it will come for me. How? At who's hand? With who's weapon?
The only thing keeping me relatively calm is my innate need to learn, practicing what they preach until my hands are red and raw. And Luya, but she's off learning something on her own for now. That's fine, I get it. I'd put myself over someone else. I'll have to, eventually. But just quietly I hope she won't want to for long, that perhaps we'll be with each-other until the very end - or at least as far as the Gamemakers will let us.
She is my fixed point and I am a compass, suddenly panicked and scanning the room to find her. Eyes darting, sweat pooling, I blink three times and look back down to the trap I was crafting--
"Hey!" I snatch out at the boy at the table, Luya's district partner, and scowl. "I wasn't finished with that!"
I tumble, all the way down.
The only thing keeping me relatively calm is my innate need to learn, practicing what they preach until my hands are red and raw. And Luya, but she's off learning something on her own for now. That's fine, I get it. I'd put myself over someone else. I'll have to, eventually. But just quietly I hope she won't want to for long, that perhaps we'll be with each-other until the very end - or at least as far as the Gamemakers will let us.
She is my fixed point and I am a compass, suddenly panicked and scanning the room to find her. Eyes darting, sweat pooling, I blink three times and look back down to the trap I was crafting--
"Hey!" I snatch out at the boy at the table, Luya's district partner, and scowl. "I wasn't finished with that!"
I tumble, all the way down.
thank u griffin! <3
