twisted [nixie, day 7]
Dec 2, 2021 22:33:57 GMT -5
Post by kap on Dec 2, 2021 22:33:57 GMT -5
"I'm uncontrollable,
emotional,
chaotically proportional"
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Cedric was dead. Completely dead, and with no ears left to spare. I killed him. I wasn't ashamed of it, either. It felt good. It felt right. The fight gave me adrenaline. It gave me an intense feeling of joy. It was thrilling. It was beyond just enjoyable. I felt euphoric.
This was my third kill in the arena and now there were four of us left. I wondered who was left, honestly. Were Abel, Sinead and Whiskey all still alive? Was it just the four of us? Or was it a different group of tributes that made up the final four? I supposed I'd find out that night when the anthem played and faces showed in the sky.
Marina was probably impressed with me. My parents were probably a little bit frightened, but at least somewhat proud. I had no idea what Wander would be thinking, or any of my other friends for that matter. I moved away from Cedric's body, rain pouring down on me from the sky, and found myself huddled under my raincoat when I found something to lean up against as I sat on the soaking wet ground. It wasn't really shelter by any means.
Emmy peaked her head out of my pocket and looked up at me. She must've realized it was safe, at least temporarily, to check on me.
"Hey there Emmy, you hangin' in there?" I asked the little dinosaur. I doubted it understood me, but it nuzzled my hand and I gave it a sweet smile. It was nice to still have company, despite being in a nearly empty arena.
I sat there, simply thinking about what was to come. Of course, I'd never let my guard down. I would keep hold of my machete. My weapon wouldn't leave my side, no matter what.
I had to win this, after all.
lyrics: "Twisted" by Missio
[Nixie does healing and stuff found in trib maint]