double tap, [ idle teens ]
Sept 24, 2022 15:20:46 GMT -5
Post by gamemaker tallis 🧚🏽♂️kaitlin. on Sept 24, 2022 15:20:46 GMT -5
✧ charlie ✧My mouth twists as I stare myself down in the mirror. I cannot shake the sense of something out of place, the sense that there is something not quite right.
Me, manic girl no one knows what to do with, alone here in a car that I am certain I have no business being in charge of, nails gouging into my own skin. I sit and a fidget, unstoppable force meets immovable object, and my breath starts to fog up the mirror with how closely I push my face towards it. Two streaks of moisture where I exhale from my nose, growing and growing as my skin starts to go strawberry pink, a little well of blood vessels popping under the surface as I apply more and more pressure.
Something snaps in my brain and I press my lips together, take a deep breath before sitting back in the driver seat. I rest my head against the seat behind me. I could sleep in here.
I am so tired of being a person.
"You don't need to sleep out here, Charlie," I say aloud, and then have to roll my eyes. "You don't even like your job enough to work that hard."
Great, now I'm talking to myself. Getting the job with the justice building wasn't my idea; I'd have rather spent the summer planning a new campaign to play with the guys I met working for the academy chronicle last year, but that wouldn't add anything to my resume so here I am instead. Sitting in the driver seat to the car I'm supposed to drive to the justice building in the morning, alarm to take my antidepressants pinging five seconds before there's a rap on the window that literally almost scares the shit out of me. I almost throw the water in my hand at the window before I recognize Syrena's face through the glass.
I just furrow my brows at her before rolling down the window.
"It's the night before reaping. Don't you have a party to be at?"
What is she doing here? Is she here for me?