the art of trust // storm + eden, post-91st
Oct 21, 2022 2:58:30 GMT -5
Post by lance on Oct 21, 2022 2:58:30 GMT -5
It was strange, really, just how quickly he'd fell into a post-Games routine, for Storm had never been one for uniformity and predictability in his life. Patterns and stability were for adults to use as excuses as to why they never had any fun or always had to reserve their hobbies, so overwhelmed in work were they, so for him to adopt one - well, he had killed five people in the last few months in order to pull himself out of the hole he'd dug himself. If that didn't force him to grow up and mature, he supposed nothing would.
As it was, it was fascinating, falling back into his old life in Nine. Some things were similar - on the weekend, he'd stay over at his fancy new house in the Victor's Village, breaking it in and exploring with his newfound independence, while the five days of the week were reserved for familiarity - he'd wake up in his old bed at the Adroxis estate, have breakfast with some sort of combination of mother, father, brothers, and sisters, and then...
Well. It was still summer. The question as to what he'd do when school started back up again hadn't yet been broached. So, quite frankly, Storm would do whatever the hell he wanted.
Often, that was brooding in his room. He'd recently taken to expressing the dark thoughts that lay in his head out onto paper, be they in the form of long, rambling sentences in a notebook or amateurish sketches and doodles here and there on scraps of paper from his father's study. But every once in a while, the old Storm that yearned to wreak havoc and spark laughter wherever and whenever he could emerged from beneath the layers of trauma, and he'd set out armed with his wits, his trusty old pistol, and a shit-eating grin.
The latter two were absent today, however, though the former was not. See, in the time between his reckless volunteering and their return home to Nine, there'd been a bond born between him and Avriel despite the many years that separated them, one that could only have been born between those who'd suffered the same sort of trauma that came with surviving for a week with only their wits and the blood of their enemies forever staining their hands. (It was why, Avriel had told him, so many of the victors themselves would receive him warmly when it came time for his victory tour in a few months - they alone, after all, knew just what it was like to go through what he had gone through). Yet that bond was one still finding its way in the world, one untried and untested in the face of adversity.
And okay, sue him. Sometimes, Storm found himself so deep in his head that he yearned for Avriel's experience and understanding as the only person in the district who could truly understand. And no matter that it was a Wednesday, right smack dab in the middle of his family week, because good luck telling his head that it needed to stick to some sort of preplanned schedule before falling into the dumps.
(His head, like Storm himself, had never been one for sticking to patterns).
But Avriel had told him that he could come over whenever, especially when his head was playing the old Games that had never truly left him. And Storm had even taken him up on that once or twice, going over in the middle of the night from his house to the one next door. If Avriel had ever been annoyed by the sudden arrivals, well, he'd never shown it - so why would he now?
That, of course, didn't stop his anxiety from spiking as he takes out his spare key and jiggles it in the lock until the familiar click reaches his ears. Sure, they might have their victor bond in common, sure, Avriel had reminded him time and again that it was okay for him to stop by whenever, but still. For all of their shared trauma, Avriel was a grown adult with his own life who still had only truly sat down and talked to Storm a handful of times. And Storm had enough experience being the annoying kid brother that, well, if he's expecting annoyance or irritation at his brief moment of selfishness, then at least in his head it's justified, okay?
The door clicks open, and without hesitating (Storm had found that hesitation was his greatest weakness these days, the one thing most likely to cause him to lose his nerve even if it no longer meant it'd cost him his life) he stepped inside.
"Avriel?" he called out into the entrance. "Are you home? It's Storm! I, uh, kind of need help screwing my head back on str-"
The sentence never finishes, because it is exactly right then and there, halfway through the word straight of all things, that he stops dead in his tracks.
Because there's a man in Avriel's kitchen. An unfairly attractive man who is most certainly not Avriel, one who Storm thinks for one wild second might be an intruder if it wasn't for the chicken nested on his shoulder and Scout humming contently a few feet away.
Huh, Storm thinks. Avriel never struck me as one to have visitors.
"Uh, hi there. I'm Storm, Avriel's, uh, neighbor." It's a painfully long moment of silence and staring before Storm manages to shove his blush down enough to form a coherent sentence. "Do you know where Avriel might be?"