Crow Fudo - D11 - FIN CBD3
Dec 30, 2022 23:59:00 GMT -5
Post by Cato on Dec 30, 2022 23:59:00 GMT -5
Crow Fudo
D11
14
M
I like to try to sweet talk people into doing what I want them to do, and even if I have to get my closest friends to get what I want, then I'll do whatever it takes. I've pushed many people away from me because I've ruined my friendship with them, but if they want to leave, then that's on them, and not on me. I try not to be manipulative, and I feel like I've changed as I've gotten older, but I realized that isn't the case. Sometimes I fall into my old habits. That's why I don't have many friends now.
I want to care, and I'm trying to care, but it isn't easy. I've been on my own for quite some time, and maybe I've been a bit too distant, and I haven't allowed anyone to enter into my life for a reason. All I'll do is push them away, or I'll convince them they're living a perfect life doing my will. Maybe one day I'll learn, or maybe I'll be alone forever searching for a friend that I'll only push away too because I've fallen into the old ways of manipulating again.
D11
14
M
I like to try to sweet talk people into doing what I want them to do, and even if I have to get my closest friends to get what I want, then I'll do whatever it takes. I've pushed many people away from me because I've ruined my friendship with them, but if they want to leave, then that's on them, and not on me. I try not to be manipulative, and I feel like I've changed as I've gotten older, but I realized that isn't the case. Sometimes I fall into my old habits. That's why I don't have many friends now.
I want to care, and I'm trying to care, but it isn't easy. I've been on my own for quite some time, and maybe I've been a bit too distant, and I haven't allowed anyone to enter into my life for a reason. All I'll do is push them away, or I'll convince them they're living a perfect life doing my will. Maybe one day I'll learn, or maybe I'll be alone forever searching for a friend that I'll only push away too because I've fallen into the old ways of manipulating again.
