changing directions {Mav + Svet}
Feb 2, 2023 0:47:41 GMT -5
Post by Knuckles on Feb 2, 2023 0:47:41 GMT -5
"The trouble is not in dying for a friend, but in finding a friend worth dying for."
- Mark Twain
Throughout his life, Maverick has wanted nothing more than to live his life the way he yearned to, but when his father left, he quickly turned into the man he never wanted to be. Missing out on his teenage years when friends were hanging out swimming and surfing, Mav was at home taking care of his young siblings. Finding a job as a young teen was nearly impossible too, yet it's why he started selling shells he collected from the ocean. Sometimes he would even buff surfboards and clean them for a small fee. It didn't provide much, but it gave him something to do to make him feel as though he was useful to the family.
Now that he's here, he wants to learn how to make the best of the life he's been given, the life he chose for himself by running forward and sacrificing himself for someone he cares for.
While training, he swore to never become close to anyone because in the midst of something as serious as this, becoming friend with someone else is a trap. It never ends well, yet he doesn't want to venture through the arena with nobody at his side. The idea of loneliness is worse than death itself, and maybe that's why he's constantly observing others, seeing how they react to different things, seeing how they hold themselves when the time comes to put up a fight.
But even now, Mav ventures through the training room, and he spots one of the district seven tributes training with different weapons. Standing still, he tries hiding behind the different racks filled with weapons, and he watches very closely seeing what she's capable of, and while he isn't too afraid of her, he knows how tricky things can be.
Hiding won't do any good, and maybe it's exactly what he needs to find the meaning of life before it's too late. Putting on the persona of some monstrous career is exhausting, and it doesn't seem like anyone even cares. Why would they? Why should they? At the end of the day, the statistics aren't exactly in the favor of those from career districts, yet they still somehow manage to put on a good show, and right now, that's what Maverick cares about since in this world performance is everything.
Yet it doesn't stop him from being afraid.
Taking a deep breath, he tries moving closer to the tribute he's been watching, but when he stands up, he knocks the weapon rack over, and many swords and knives clang against the ground, scattering in every direction possible. All he wants is to duck down and hide behind them. His cheeks are burning, and his face turns bright red.
Everyone has embarrassing moments, and maybe this will get others to see that he's just a clumsy tribute from district four that stands no chance. It's not far from the truth, but maybe this is the persona he wants to portray instead.
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