Private-turned-Public Training Sessions . 93
Feb 15, 2023 21:22:02 GMT -5
Post by mat on Feb 15, 2023 21:22:02 GMT -5
〖 b r e n n a n f i t z g e r a l d 〗
"Brennan Fitzgerald, from District Three."
I hold a stack of paper at my back as I walk into the Training Center to show off to the Gamemakers what I've learned so far. There's a fifty-fifty chance that what I've planned is a bust and they decide not to care at all. They're probably used to people sparring with trainers and test dummies, and I've even heard of tributes using avoxes as punching bags and examples. Me? Fighting isn't where my skill sets lie. It is about knowing things, understanding the situations around me at the moment, and learning not to be afraid. No amount of weaponry practice can teach someone the fearlessness it takes to withstand the pressure cooker of the Hunger Games.
The bright lights blindly reflect on the white sheets of paper. Atticus told me if I was to do anything, I should just try not to embarrass myself. That's what he did, flipping the Gamemakers off and then leaving. "In retrospect," he told me a few hours ago, "I wish I had stayed true to my values and personality. I was angry, but I wanted to be so different that I wasn't true to myself. Don't let the Games twist your truth."
What's my truth? I'm angry at the experiences I've been forced through. I've got modest wit and I'm petty. This… I think will offer that to them.
"Hello again!" I say as I make my way to the center of the stage. The Gamemakers sit in their thrones a whole story above me in a spectator's lounge. "Shoot… I didn't think about this." I slap the stack of paper against my palm. "Are there, like, rubberbands anywhere over here?" One of the trainers waves me over where there's an assortment of ropes, bands, and wires. I roll the papers like scrolls and cover them in rubber bands to keep them together. Hopefully, my aim will be at least decent. "Catch!"
I send the roll flying up towards them. It lands at the feet of Ruby Racnoss, one of the Head Gamemakers this time around. It would have been miserable had I missed on my first try. I begin my speech.
"You'll see when you unwrap the papers that there are several stapled sets of paper! Instead of showing you what I know and what I can do, I've decided to handwrite tests for you. Had it not been for certain circumstances, I think I would've wanted to do teaching. Might as well put those planned skills to good use! Welcome to Hunger Games 101 with Dr. Fitzgerald."
I wait patiently for the tests to get passed around. I spent hours handwriting each booklet, at least ten for the Gamemakers and any of the elites that get the privilege of getting to watch these sessions.
"If you'll be grading me today, I'll also be grading you! Isn't that fun?"
I sit down, legs crossed on the floor, looking at the clock. "Your time starts now…" My finger raises as if to halt them. "Oh! One last thing: I'll be revealing your grades publicly in the arena for everyone to hear! So give it your best. Mwah."
Whether they take it seriously or not, I feel more control and authority here and now than ever before. It's a game, and they don't even have to participate if they don't want to. If I have two weeks at maximum to be as petty and spiteful as possible, though, I'm going to do it.
When it appears that all of my students are finished taking their test, I stand up and clap my hands together. "Well… wasn't that fun! You can throw your test papers down here, I'll collect them and score them." Papers glide through the air and I try to catch as many as I can and sort them in my hands.
"If you couldn't tell, some of the questions here were subjective. Life is subjective. Your scoring of me here is subjective. Your opinions on the best way to survive are vastly different from mine, but these are just a few of the tools I've discovered that I think will help me both in the Games and as a person outside of them. I'm just picking your brains! They're the questions that I've thought about every day since I've gotten here. One's that you'll never have to live with."
I smile and give them a wave. "Anywho… bye!"
I walk towards the exit, almost out the door when I see one more opportunity to show a bit of pettiness.
The garbage can beside the door stands firm with a fair amount of trash and remnants of the previous training sessions. "I almost forgot."
Kick. I turn the steel can on its side. "Okay, now I'm done."
I exit. As soon as I hear the door click behind me, jumping hobbled and holding my foot. I whisper, "Son of a bitch."