crying in the bleachers | slay v adepti v niko, day 5
Mar 22, 2023 11:16:19 GMT -5
Post by umber vivuus 12b 🥀 [dars] on Mar 22, 2023 11:16:19 GMT -5
"Was I talking to you?"
Indeed, my complaint was that she hadn't been talking to me. She wasn't acknowledging me. She was instead trying to keep a friendship with a person who didn't want to do so. A girl much younger than either of them. A girl who'd chosen to side with Autumn. Now, work with me here, logically speaking, is the best time to gaslight a little girl when you were trying to kill her friend in front of her? Way I saw it, now was just about the most idiotic time in space to try and have a 'moment.' She was so close to understanding someone in the world's perspective besides her own, but unfortunately seemed to be too dim to do so at the end of the day.
Even her ally tried to step in and defend her, which I reckoned made sense for him to do so. Making a name for herself. What name? I'd almost taken the bait and argued my points, talked about how Vargen made it so much further and Fenrir was so much scarier. But once Svetlana launched into a series of vague half-thought insults, I didn't feel the need. I just widened my eyes at the boy as if to say, it speaks for itself.
Don't get me wrong- I didn't under estimate Svetlana. I'd seen what she did to Adan, and I could sense the crazy on her like a skin. People like her were capable of horrible, terrifying things. Things I certainly wouldn't have had the stomach or the gumption to do. The nitty-gritty, Daddy always called it. He told me that with some people, very victory came by tooth and nail, that some people were born to live and others to survive. I would've pitied her if I didn't also have to deal with her, but here we were. When she called me smart, bless me, my first instinct was some sort of pride that, at the very least, she didn't just see me as pretty. As a thing.
She saw me as a tribute.
But to be fair, Svetlana thinking I was smart was about the same as if Adan thought I was wealthy. When someone had not a dollar to their name, everyone who did was rich.
Now that she was finally looking in the right direction, I planned on saying absolutely nothing. Too many people talked in these things, I always thought. Stopping after every hit to throw out some holier-than-thou statement of morality- it was exhausting to keep up with. End of the day everyone wanted to be the hero, or hadn't you heard?
table coding elegant
[autumn attacks svetlana, sword]
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[1001 -- Shallow Cut on Back -- 4.0 damage]
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[1001 -- Shallow Cut on Back -- 4.0 damage]