Maegor Syndulla D12m 9th Games [done]

I've always been a very competitive person. I never really spent my time competitions against my family because it never really went well for me. Most of the time it's simply running races with friends, and even then while my friends don't take it seriously, I always do. I want to win in everything competition. Of course winning all the time is almost impossible, but I still want to win all the time. One time I lost a race, and it sent me into a downward spiral with lots of rage. I yelled a lot and shouted a lot, and then I became very down on myself thinking that I failed to accomplish the simple mission I set out on. I question my worth and if I'm even good enough which makes sense considering when I win anything I'm on top of the world shouting praises about myself for anyone to hear them. But then again, when I am doing competitions, I want to entertain the audience, and sometimes that means making jokes all the time and sometimes it means I direct the jokes towards my opponents.

I've been told I am very arrogant, and I remember a time when someone tried to knock me off my pedestal. I'm well aware of where I stand, and when I am gloating and boasting, I do it because I know I am capable of succeeding. I know that I am strong and smart. I don't really care if people don't want to be my friend. Sometimes living a lonely life is for the best, but I do have friends, and I do have people who actually care for me unlike some who are there to try to beat me. I always welcome the challenge, and I can't wait to prove people wrong. I just won't bow and congratulate others when they do manage to knock me down from the high I constantly ride. Others may say I'm arrogant, but I don't always see that. I'm just proud of who I am, and I know what I'm capable of, and to anyone who says I am arrogant, I will prove them otherwise because I do have a résumé to back it all up.

LAIN 🍽 1M | Mattio nolan goode 10m / kaitlin.