no such thing as fear when you sleep — m v. a | d12, day 7
Dec 26, 2023 1:50:12 GMT -5
Post by Cait on Dec 26, 2023 1:50:12 GMT -5
⋆ arcadia lumiere-fray ⋆
It’s a blessing and a curse to end up in the District Twelve suite. I see it both ways – can even see the dark humour to it.
Exhaustion is the nail in the coffin that seals my fate. My ribcage burns at the idea of walking flight after flight of stairs, and so I seek out the elevator, not caring if there was someone waiting to ambush me.
Let them try.
And I know logistically it’s the will of Geiger and Bourgeois that forces me to float twelve levels to my destination. I’d tried pressing every other suite button and been met with an unhappy rejection noise each time. Until, of course, the number 12 had been pressed and illuminated the brightest red – the shade of retribution.
It’s a blessing, I tell myself, as the elevator ascends farther and farther away from where I’d left Nessa patched up but still broken. From where I’d left Vin to fish out Roe’s body from the water on his own. Being as far away from them both as physically possible was the best outcome in all of this, surely.
But again, two sides to every coin, two ways to interpret a tragic tale: it’s a curse to be forced to face my sins head-on. Roe’s home district beckons me as the metal doors finally creak open.
District Twelve is not warm. It does not welcome me as a friend. It recognises me as an enemy, a threat. Even a boy displaced still has the call of a coal-dusted ground to honour him. Maybe he didn’t feel like he belonged anywhere, but he did. Here is the evidence.
Beds unmade; I approach the cots and run my hand across the crumpled linen. The sheets are cold. I knew they would be. Everything in here is.
I shiver against the draft that flows through from the hole in the wall. The metal entrance of the mine yawns before me. Unyielding darkness as far as the eye can see.
I think I hear a bird chirp.
I think I’m going crazy.
But I think I need to see it. See the life that still exists, even in the darkest of places.
The end of the mine approaches sooner than I’m ready for. A steel cage hangs from the eaves. Wind doesn’t reach this far down the shaft, and yet the rusted cage still sways back and forth before my eyes.
Something rests inside of the metal prison. Lain across the floor, I approach it curiously.
I realise too late the absence of echoing birdsong.
A splash of yellow, vibrant as a dandelion, and dead as a doorknob. It could just be sleeping, but I know better.
I’m getting too familiar with things that are dead.