don't be my crutch, beck/chanel [soulmates au]
Dec 28, 2023 19:31:45 GMT -5
Post by gamemaker tallis 🧚🏽♂️kaitlin. on Dec 28, 2023 19:31:45 GMT -5
chanel sato,
red creek, missouri.
Soulmates are a rare thing. Momma tells me this early on, sometimes peppered in amongst stories of a time when she thought surely my Daddy had to be her soul mate, sometimes peppered in with the notion soulmates aren't worth a hill of beans. Just something an old crock must've thought up because she'd never met someone who had one before. "Mornin' Baby," she wakes me up with a hand on my shoulder, brushing my hair out of my face. "Happy Birthday. Ten whole years, but you're still my baby. You feelin' any better?" I manage a low groan, fever still eating away at my bones. My nightgown clings to me uncomfortably, my sticky legs twisted up amongst my sheets even though the air has finally started cooling off. My teeth chatter when I try to say anything. It's the best I'd felt in three days. At least my stomach wasn't rumbling. Hands support the back of my neck then, helping me up into more of a seated position. Muscle memory, I open my mouth and wait for medicine that never comes, the gentle touch propping a pillow behind me. "I have something for you," her voice coos, so I force my heavy lids to stay open and take her face in. Hair falls back in my face, but she diligently tucks it back again, away from the clammy skin on my forehead. My heartbeats thuds behind my eyeballs, but I focus my sights on my lap when I feel her place something there. A pen collection. Weak-armed, I don't have breath to catch, but the air still leaves me. "Momma," I manage, before she shushes me. "I hope they're the right doohickey's. Stuart ordered them special, just for you." I feel her tap me, just on the tip of my nose. "Now lemme get you some sugar," I hear Momma's voice amongst the haze of light, and I feel her weight shift off my bed. I'm too busy trying to concentrate on the new instrument beneath my palms, the tip of my finger tracing the edge of the box. I listen to the sound of her flats pattering across the floor, the telltale sound of glass bottles clinking against glass as she brought over her small tray. Hands support the back of my neck then, helping me up just a little higher to meet the silver spoon she brings to my lips. Bitter, I realize. Has to be the blue bottle. The taste barely has time to slick across my tongue before she brings another teaspoon to my lips. Honey, to wash down the medicine. Always sweet after the bitter. "Get some more rest, honey. Momma will take care of you." I wait until she's gone to open the metal tin and pull out one of the pens. It's so heavy in my hand, but I don't let that stop me. No paper easily accessible, I put the ink to my skin and pen the word fever. Beneath it, I scribble a frowning face with a tongue sticking out and x's where the eyes should go. |