Tide Evros D4 {CBD1/done}

Tide Evros
Seventeen
District Four
Career

Never give up. Never surrender.

Life hasn't always been easy. Many ups and downs, and sometimes it comes out of nowhere. But giving up is never an option. Father always said to learn from mistakes, to never make them again. It's often easier said than done, though. Everything can easily come crumbling down which is why standing on a pedestal is never fun. Someone can easily kick it away. It's happened many times before. Sometimes a humbling is good, it teaches lessons if people are willing to learn from them. Truth is, I wasn't ready to learn from them until I smashed into rock bottom. So much happened and picking up the pieces wasn't an easy process, but it taught me so much, and for that I am forever grateful.

It came with a cost, though. Losing friends to find myself. Sometimes self hate comes through, and the anger at all of this rests heavily on my heart, but at the end of the day, I know it's worth it. They brought me down, wouldn't accept me for me, they chose to ignore this life I want for myself which is why none of it matters anymore. New friends will come along. What matters now is that I have found a new love for myself, and I will spend my time doing what's enjoyable even if it means doing everything alone. People that matter will come along eventually, and if I'm alone forever, that's okay because my self love is more important than finding fake friends.