Ishizu Shadow D12 {CBD2/done}

Ishizu Shadow
Eleven (as of the 95th)
District Twelve

Being kind is important. It's one of the earliest lessons mom and dad taught me, and as I go through life, I realize how true it is. Sometimes I see so many people lost in wickedness, and it's incredibly heartbreaking. I care about others, probably more than I care about myself, and it leads me to getting hurt a lot. Sometimes I think people view me as a doormat, and it's disheartening, yet when I try to stand up for myself, not everyone takes me seriously. I make friends relatively easy, and I enjoy spending time with them, but most of the time, I try to prevent people from getting close to me as I don't want them to harm me.

School is fun, and I excel well. It's simple enough, and the homework is easy. I enjoy having deep conversations with my family about subjects many of my friends don't understand. Doesn't make it any easier though, and I wish that it would change. Sometimes I bow my head and pray to a higher being. Not sure if one actually exists, but prayer and meditation brings me a lot of peace. It frees my mind, and it's the best thing I can do. I always want to be at peace because it helps me forgive those who do me wrong. But at the end of the day, I look up to Marik because he's my brother, and I admire him and hope to be like him one day. Strong and brave.