away from the water [d4 train, 96th]
Jan 29, 2024 14:00:41 GMT -5
Post by kap on Jan 29, 2024 14:00:41 GMT -5
My mother, she told me
"Don't get in trouble"
My father, he told me
He knew I would
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Selkie Swan Summers-Emberstatt. That was her name.
She'd only been here a couple of months now. Already, I felt that motherly protection instinct. People had told me that I'd have it once she was born, and I wasn't sure if they'd be right. There were very few things I was protective of in my life, aside from my pets and myself, and sometimes my sister I suppose. This was a new one to add to the list.
I hadn't spoken to Enzo between when we slept together and a couple days before Selkie was born. That wasn't due to a lack of him trying. I suppose I just wanted to shut him out, but when she was close to being born, it felt right to ask him to be there. We needed to focus on raising her, even if we didn't really do it together. I would primarily be her caretaker, but he'd be allowed to come and visit whenever. That was our agreement at the moment.
Raising her in the victor's village, I hoped would be good for her. Unfortunately, her first real public outing wasn't really my choice. I had to be on the train to the Capitol right after the Ninety-Sixth reaping, and there was absolutely no chance anyone was going to convince me to leave her home. She was not leaving my side, and right now, on the train I held her in my arms. If the Capitol wasn't going to let me stay home, she would be with me.
I'd held her during the reaping, too. They still had me sit on stage, and I did my best to still pay attention to what was going on while quelling Selkie's anxious cries as the microphone boomed out over the crowd.
The first kid that got volunteered for seemed to be surprised by the girl who did the volunteering. I wasn't sure if the look on the boy's face was one of fear at first, or if he was just taken off-guard by it all. I also wasn't certain if there was any sort of connection between the two of them— the kid and his volunteer, but who could really be sure without asking when there were so little words exchanged? It took an amount of courage to volunteer for someone you knew at the reaping. I wondered if that was what had happened.
I couldn't say any of my cousins had dared to try to do that for me, but I'm grateful, I'll admit. I had a rather good outcome from it all.
Then there was the second volunteer. The boy named Lucky who'd volunteered already showed confidence on top of his act of volunteering. He'd winked at the crowd when he got to the stage. A solid start. I had a feeling he might have a decent shot. He had the career look. Now hopefully he also had the skills to go along with it.
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I was already waiting on a velvety plush seat on the train when the two tributes arrived. Selkie was held in my arms, wrapped in a thin blanket. The summer heat this time of year didn't allow for something too much warmer. I gave a slight smile at each of the tributes as they walked in.
"Volunteers, yeah? The both of you? That's respectable," I told them. I didn't feel a hello was really necessary. Most people in the District would know who I was by now. They could introduce themselves if they saw fit. Otherwise, I imagined that we would just move forward with conversation.
Then I realized that there was someone in the room that hadn't been introduced. Was I seriously already forgetting to introduce my child on her first outing?
"Oh, this is Selkie," I said, nodding down to show I was talking about the bundle in my arms. Then, I returned to the 'business' of the conversation. It felt important to start early. Although to be fair, my own mentor hadn't given me much to go off of and I seemed to figure it out myself.
"I figure it's not too early to start getting to know one another, if that's what you wanted. Or just getting straight to strategy. Personally, I don't see harm in being more prepared than the other tributes." I looked to each of them. Perhaps they were annoyed with my presence. Perhaps they weren't. It really didn't make a difference to me, but I'd offer my help if they wanted it.
Otherwise, I'd gladly focus on Selkie. She was more important to me than the seventh batch of District Four kids to get thrown at me since I'd won.
lyrics: "Twisted" by Missio