the princess & the pirate ; amber & hafen [10th]
Apr 30, 2024 10:49:12 GMT -5
Post by eulalie blake 1a 🍒 tris on Apr 30, 2024 10:49:12 GMT -5
{ amber bosch }
I follow a simple moral code: don't put a bad dog down until it's bitten you.
People are strange, complex beings. The person who looks the roughest on the outside may very well have the softest heart, and the opposite is true, too. Maybe it comes from all those years feeling sorry for myself — wanting more than what was available to me, wishing for the respect of people who couldn't seem to give me the time of day. I am naturally empathetic and calm, willing to give just about anybody a chance as long as they'll return that same favor. Of course, I can't lie and say that seeing one of the other tributes cuffed and chained isn't enough to make the gears in my brain start turning.
What'd she do to earn that kind of treatment? My brain wonders on instinct, but then I shake my head and follow that with a more sensible question. What did any of us do to earn this? She's as trapped as any of the rest of us. Dirtied like me, dark hair tangled in knots like my own. I push down the human impulse to view her as other, and instead focus on the sameness. We are children who have been plucked from our homes, shoved into an abandoned space that's not even good enough for animals anymore.
In a matter of days, maybe only hours, twenty-three of us are going to die.
Whatever she did to deserve those restraints, I decide right here and now not to judge for it. I walk over to where she's resting, a small smile on my lips as I quietly position myself to sit right beside her. Maybe i'm putting myself in danger's way, or maybe I'm putting myself exactly where I need to be to make a worthwhile friend. I sit there quietly for a moment, a sense of understanding between us. The wind catches in our hair; the clouds are ever shifting in the sky. When I notice a particular shape, I'm grinning and pointing it out before I have the good grace to introduce myself. "Is it only me, or does that big one right there look like a dragon?"
I chuckle at that thought, and I pull my knees to my chest. There aren't words to describe how badly I wish I had my books with me, some fable I could read and distract me from this horrible reality. I can only imagine this stranger has something she's missing, too. "My name's Amber, by the way. I hope I'm not bothering you." Careful to make sure there is no trace of pity in my voice, I turn the situation on myself. "I was feeling lonely, and you look like good company."