tear you apart // j v. s v. v
Jul 21, 2024 13:09:42 GMT -5
Post by pogue on Jul 21, 2024 13:09:42 GMT -5
It's the face of Lucia that greets him first in the midnight sky, with legs pulled up to his chest and dark sand making is way into every open and closed wound on flesh and soul- rotting him from the inside out. His sleep schedule has been turned into something foreign, flipped over and reversed until the only time he can sleep is when the morning sun begins to rise from slumber, bisecting he night in two and leaving him helpless to whatever comes with the heat.
Exhaustion rings out from muscle and bone, wounds open and closed screaming in soreness as the anthem continues to blare above him. Broken and bent, bruised and stumbling- alive nonetheless. His ghosts go from shadow to sky, and it takes all of his willpower and more to force himself to stare up into the sky and swallow both sin and pride, taste the bitterness of victory and let it poison his veins once more. Stoic in life, stoic in death, Lucia stares into and through him, and he feels what's left of his humanity bleed out into the black, the arena savoring every last drop until there is nothing left.
It's easier that way- to be cold, angry, strings on limbs, controlled by adrenaline and higher powers.
It's why he bends, but does not break, when Circe Murdock's face appears in the sky, punctuating the anthem with one final stolen kill. His eyes widen slightly, only caught by the closest of cameras, as he sees an adversary's gaze rain down on him one last time before she too disappears into the evening clouds, red and orange highlighting a massacre, fading blue and white calling for more.
In his own pity he rises, the wind turning from blistering heat into something a bit more bitter, cold, uninviting and desperate. It carves into him as he begins his descent down the side of the black sands and into something more sinister, knowing what comes next and pulling his mechanic's goggles down over his eyes to avoid the way the sands bluster against flesh, carving away any decency he had remainining.
He is a boy, broken and bent and bruised and wallowing in something dangerous.
He is a killer, beast and mutt and feral against whatever is thrown at him.
The dichotomy tugs at what is left of his heart strings before severing them entirely, letting them fall into the wind and finally the sands- into an arena as unforgiving as it is opportunistic. Hand on blade and chain wrapped around forearm, an extension of himself designed to be deadly, to take him into territories he's told himself he was ready and willing to step into for eighteen years of his life.
All for one kill to make him wish he could turn back around, all for one kill to cement the fact that he never truly had that luxury.
There's movement in the distance, sensed by the hairs on his arms standing to attention and the chill that runs down his spine. He moves in silence, crouches low and drags his feet against the sand to avoid any sound coming from a kid turned weapon, turned hollow.
It's only when the flames finally light themselves on the end of his blade that he sees their faces- Safina and Vera, and swallows a breath caught in his throat. Gaze looking between the two of them, following a smile that traces their jugulars, begging for blood. Ready and unwilling, he feels that same red bubble up from his gut once more as he readies himself to launch the weapon.
He doesn't fight the rage this time.
But then again, he never has.
The last memory he has before the blade finds air and skin is of Lucia's corpse, hand still wrapped around glaive, blood still warm. He'd bury the two of them in the shadows of the sands-
Then, he'd bury what is left of himself, too.
[Jupiter lights throwing scorpion striker on fire]
[Jupiter attacks Vera ; scorpion striker]
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[Jupiter attacks Safina ; scorpion striker]
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[6.0 - +1 TP +1 bloodlust +0.5 rainbow lanyard]
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