two one-way tickets to fairyland, please - d7 train
Sept 25, 2024 14:20:03 GMT -5
Post by august vance d7b [Bella] on Sept 25, 2024 14:20:03 GMT -5
August remembers his parents most of all through the objects they left behind, tangible reminders that they had, in fact, been real.
The wooden furniture, all much finer than what they would normally be able to afford, was all made by his father–the wardrobe in his bedroom, their kitchen table and chairs, the cabinetry, the porch swing. For three years he’d still worried about leaving water spots on the varnish, even though there was no one left who would nag him about it.
From his mother were all of these handmade things with the little imperfections that bore her personal stamp–lacy tabletop doilies and knitted wool socks that were always a bit asymmetrical. She was like that, always following her projects to the end without a suffocating concern for perfection holding her back. If only August had figured out how to act like that too.
As his home disappears out the window at increasing speed, August’s mind lingers on what he had left behind for Erma, Daisy, and Tallulah. A pile of knick knacks and half-finished carpentry projects, and a laundry list of tools they wouldn’t know what to do with. He had started working on another dollhouse recently after Daisy had convinced him that they were good enough to sell. It lays unfinished at this point: unpainted, its open-faced rooms full of faceless, dismembered, unclothed wooden dolls and sparse furniture.
The thought of being remembered, represented even, by this disturbing collection of dead-ended projects makes him feel suddenly queasy.
In the meantime, he knows it’s best to distract himself from brooding with the happier pastimes of either eating or talking.. So he traverses the narrow hallway out of his bedroom compartment to the main car, and begins to rifle through the fridge for anything that might take this stale taste out of his mouth. He settles on a bottle of mineral water because he’s never tried it before; at home they had well water. He twists the cap off and swishes it around in his mouth for a moment. It tastes bitter and weird, but he decides that he likes it, if only because drinking bad-tasting drinks makes him feel a little older, and he needs all the years he can get. He grabs another bottle, shutting the fridge with an elbow.
The other tribute–Laurel, he manages to remember–looks like she can’t be much older than Tallulah. This realization tightens up his chest for a moment, stalling his steps before he takes a deep breath to remain on task. Plopping into the velvet armchair adjacent, August leans over to offer Laurel the other bottle of mineral water.
”Hey. Are you thirsty? This stuff is nothing like the water back home. Not a hint of sulfur smell.” He takes a swig, letting the bubbles fizz across his tongue a moment. ”So... what are you thinking about?”
Always better to be chatty than to stare into the void, he thinks. It almost sounds like one of Tallulah's odd sayings.