rubberband girl / andromache & d'arcy
Sept 30, 2024 9:55:53 GMT -5
Post by andromache s. ⚔️ [d1b] sucy on Sept 30, 2024 9:55:53 GMT -5
a n d r o m a c h e s t e w a r t
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I don't think I've ever felt as young as I do in this moment, eyes locked with the tiny blonde twelve year old from Six. There are a lot of young ones this year, a lot of young girls, who, contrary to how I may act, have all presented squarely to me the reality of our situation. Oh, I'll kill them, don't doubt it, if and when it comes down to it, but it won't be without a heavy heart. Why twelve? It's the beginning of adolescence, sure, I see that, but why not start at fifteen? Sixteen, maybe? Gives more time to grow, in all the ways that matter, in all the ways that guarantee good television. Career kids don't even usually bother to volunteer until that age anyways at the very least, if they don't wait for the big one eight. In my academy back in One, we were kept separate, fences hammered in between us, grouped in packs according to age and ability. It's been a long time since I've faced a little girl like her in a match; I was still only small back then too.
I remember being twelve, and my first Reaping Day, and the way I stood with my head held high, a whole head shorter though it may have been. Any of the older kids could have broken me like a twig, I know that now, despite the fact that my mother already had me running drills at all hours of the day, but back then I'd had blind childish confidence, the way I imagine unruly tributes from the lower districts probably do. Death hadn't clicked for me yet.
I feel so young, and yet all at once useless and old when I find myself sitting next to D'Arcy. What do you say to a kid like her? A kid whose life is waning like the tide?
"Hey," is how I start. The greeting hangs pointless above our perches on the bench. "Has anyone shown you around the improvisational weapons station yet?" If I'm going to kill her, the least I can do is show her how to turn branches into a breastplate.
I remember being twelve, and my first Reaping Day, and the way I stood with my head held high, a whole head shorter though it may have been. Any of the older kids could have broken me like a twig, I know that now, despite the fact that my mother already had me running drills at all hours of the day, but back then I'd had blind childish confidence, the way I imagine unruly tributes from the lower districts probably do. Death hadn't clicked for me yet.
I feel so young, and yet all at once useless and old when I find myself sitting next to D'Arcy. What do you say to a kid like her? A kid whose life is waning like the tide?
"Hey," is how I start. The greeting hangs pointless above our perches on the bench. "Has anyone shown you around the improvisational weapons station yet?" If I'm going to kill her, the least I can do is show her how to turn branches into a breastplate.
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