calm (minie)

He sighs as he looks through the training center trying to find a place to hide away from everyone else because he doesn't want anyone watching him. It's tough, problematic, and now everyone knows his strong point as well as the weak one. It's tiring and exhausting, yet every second feels like an eternity when he finally makes his way to a holographic station. Perhaps he's learned enough to survive, or maybe everything else is just unreal. But at the moment, Kristof has a small sense of hope.

I just have to focus.

He grabs a weapon and turns it to the easiest setting, and then he steps inside. It's simple enough, but it happens so fast even on easy. At first it isn't bad, and he's doing what he can to make things better, and now all he can do is throw the axes like he knows what he's doing, and he constantly misses over and over, and soon the system ends.

"Fuck."

He grumbles he steps out and resets it. He has to learn, and this is the only way to do it, and now it all seems hopeless and lost, and maybe that's why everything is crumbling around him. He selects the easiest button again, and he steps inside, and this time he focuses as much as he can, and it goes a little better, but at the end, he still falls short.

Life is simple, but this is hard, and Kristof knows he's going to die when the games truly begin.

 
table by Dars <3