all aboard the toxic gossip train! georgie&sera!
Oct 10, 2024 9:58:40 GMT -5
Post by Cait on Oct 10, 2024 9:58:40 GMT -5
sera keoch
The lounge room’s deserted by the time night falls. Guess the novelty of sitting around watching everyone’s training scores trickle through must have worn off. The lure of food, a cup of tea, a warm bed, all more enticing than dwelling on the sad reality that scores of 1 and 4 are virtually useless in trying to gain potential sponsors.
Look at me. Learning so much already. At this rate I’ll be a real mentor in no time.
The isolation doesn’t last for long; Georgie’s the one who breaks through the solitude, eyes scanning around the room. Searching for something? She doesn’t seem like the type to go throwing back glasses of champagne; luckily for her, I’ve already hidden all the leftover alcohol on the highest cupboard shelves. I guess having pre-pubescent tributes has some advantages.
Eventually, Georgie flops down onto the couch opposite me with a dramatic little sigh. I raise an eyebrow at her, unsure of what to say or do. Can’t really tell how she’s feeling, that’s never been my strong suit. Makes it impossible to try and decide whether to talk to her, comfort her, get up and leave the room, offer her a hug (ew.) or some combination of several of the above. Knowing me, they’re probably all the wrong answers. It’s too bad, though, because they’re the only options I’ve got in my arsenal, and silence in the presence of others has never been comforting to me. Gotta fill the voids in your life somehow, right?
“Hey, don’t worry about your score. They don’t mean anything anyway. Honestly, I did just as bad as you, and, well...” Look where it got me. There’s still a chance for you – if you want this life. Not that you probably should. I’m still wishing my new life wasn’t mine.
Jesus. How on earth is a kid supposed to know what she wants?
I almost have it in me to feel proud of making the effort to even talk to Georgie, after the trainwreck of a first conversation on the way to the Capitol. But then I glance over at her face – markedly more subdued than her usual animated, boisterous deposition – and realise I’m not doing as great as I thought. And that... kinda sucks.
Because whether I like it or not, I’ve been watching her. D’Arcy, too. Monitoring them from afar like a protective older sister, pretending not to care. You know, the kind that would roll their eyes at you for coming into their room when they’re on the phone to their boyfriend, or complain to their parents about how you ate the last muesli bar in the cupboard. And I might not have ever had a sister – couldn’t tell you the first thing about how to be a good one – but I remember that neither has Georgie. She hardly knows any better than I do, so fuck it. Let’s be sisters for one night.
I turn to Georgie, a conspiratorial grin plastered on my face as I lean in towards her. “Okay, real talk. Who’s the most annoying tribute out there?”