our infinite burden / ghost boys and the darlings day 1
Oct 12, 2024 16:13:02 GMT -5
Post by florentine, d4b ❁ on Oct 12, 2024 16:13:02 GMT -5
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florentine.
in hell my mother laughs as i drag my spoils along behind me.
this is the way it goes, with me; washed up little wreck, dirty cheeks, hollow heart, but pockets full to overflowing, never one to go without, not really, thanks to the company she keeps. the only homeless girl with a diamond bracelet, the academy drop-out with enough lies to build a castle with, brick by brick, filling in the cement with possessions that i never managed to let go of. i tell myself a story, she would say, to make me feel better.
for a couple of minutes after it all went down, my heart flickered as if gazing at it's own reflection. it was distorted in the stained-glass, difficult to make out. should i have fallen to my knees back there in the throne room, stood between the girls and their god-given crowns? i watched the kids flee, one by one, all of them turning on their heels, barely raising a hand to take what could have been theirs; so conditioned, they are, to accept less than nothing, so easy for them to walk away. i decide it was not my fault, in fact, better to bide my time, do not strike too early - let them run, let them hide. i have andromache and eulalie and our goblin hoard to manage.
we encircle it like dragons, fierce, gold coins running through our fingers. it is funny how what is worthless changes - jewels and gems cannot help us, here, but nonetheless we lug the bulk of everything behind us. to put some distance between that throne room and ourselves, to give us space to figure out what we need, to divide things evenly, fairly. as if they would recognise fair if it bit off their upturned little noses. that way, if any of the deserting knights decide to return - stage a revolution, perhaps - we will be long gone, and all that will be left behind is the echo of our laugher.
i am wondering if we have perhaps walked far enough when i see the light. my skin has been punctured; just a flesh wound, though, surely not deep enough for god to be throwing around death metaphors, not yet, on the very first day. my arms are tired from the weight of my new possessions, however, so i take the moment to catch my breath, to investigate, to follow the spark a little further. we have reached a clearing in the woods, somewhat ominous, where the relentless bracken and brambles turn to moss and clear water. it is a fairy garden, of sorts, complete with curious source of light.
"look," i whisper. "stop, a moment."
they do, of course, because somehow - in a turn of events which is still difficult to believe - they trust me. everybody makes mistakes, of course.
(florentine investigates the source of the radiant light)
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