x3 Yikes, Sorry

Unfortunately, life is busy....

Far too busy. It kind of slammed me down with the fist of God in late October/early November, and I've just been trying to get sleep in my free time. Dance and schoolwork pushed everything out of the way. I had posted a sorry!busy!post at one point in the inactivity board, but still. I mean, I was expecting to be able to get on sometimes, but I didn't, which is...shameful. As I said, sleep. And the fact that somewhere along the line, I actually got a life and started being more involved in their lives. No, I didn't have time to hang out with them, but I'd actually talk to people on the phone while I did my homework. Have I mentioned that I used to be a hermit?

All my excuses aside, there's no good reason for my sudden disappearance. I'm not going to pretend like this site is my top priority. School and dance are incredibly intense. But obviously, my inactivity goes as a sign of my faithfulness to this site, and, quite frankly, Shrimp deserves the position of Tutor than I do. He's dedicated, helpful, nice, and all-around a better person. From what I can tell, he makes a much better tutor. I was actually feeling for a while that he would make a better tutor. It's nice to have some male perspective on the staff as well.

So...I'm terribly sorry to anyone's feelings I may have hurt by not responding to threads or anything. As overused as it is...it's not you, it's me. It's my fault, not yours, and it's my responsibility to get everything done. Unfortunately, I have not, which I can't undo, but I can try to catch up now. Every else has lives that are just as crazy as mine, but the difference between them and I is that they manage their lives better.

What exactly I'm saying here is...sorry that I've failed so badly. I'm not the most reliable person, and I've realized that I need to stop acting like I am. I'll do my best in the future, but I don't know what's going to happen in the future. My life isn't going to get any less crazy, and I know that now. I'm just sorry for all the people that have had to deal with all the mistakes I've made.

Sincerely,
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