Freefalling
Sept 8, 2010 16:22:57 GMT -5
Post by shrimp on Sept 8, 2010 16:22:57 GMT -5
I wonder if I can survive weeks on end without sleeping...I mean, I'm an insomniac, staying up is natural for me. But to be kept awake for at least a whole week, watching for muttations, fighting other tributes, killing them even. It's unreal.
I wish I wasn't here. I really don't want to die. Topanga is safe. I know that now. Some other girl volunteered for her. Was it a sister? A friend? I don't think so. Agatha Mirell was clearly not old enough to be in her classes, so why did she volunteer? For the fun of it?
But either way, she'll have to die.
All of us will have to die.
I didn't sleep last night. I'm sure everyone else was probably asleep, wondering what the next day might bring. I just sat in my bed, and stared out the window, wishing that I could just fly away from my short future ahead.
The button's still in my hand now, in the room that will be my prison before the games begin. I must admit, it's very soft. The rug could be easily described as three inches deep. The fleece blankets have never been used, and have that bright sheen to it, the kind of sheen that one has before someone sleeps on it. The walls are coated in a modern gray tone. The windows are large, thick glass, which shows a large view of the supposedly wonderful Capitol.
I'm sitting in bed. My face is covered in sweat, and my heart is beating rapidly, like I've just run a long way. I refuse to let anybody else see me like this. Fearful. Afraid. Desperate.
What's going to happen to us?
What's going to happen to me?
It's time to get up, anyways. I shakily walk to the bathroom. The shower has too many buttons, so I just press one. Immediately, warm water pummels me in the face.
The next half an hour is spent washing up a bit, just to get myself presentable in front of the other tributes. I did see them at the opening ceremony (where I solemnly swear that I was dressed up as a freaking shirt), but I don't really...know them. And in three days, I'll be forced to kill them.
Good. It's better that I don't know them when they die. But I will know them, at least, some of them. And that's what's going to make it so hard to survive.
I step out of the shower, and I'm instantly dry. The water just... floats off of me. There's an outline of a hand on an odd looking machine. I warily put my appendage there, and feel an electric wave coarse through my veins, and up my scalp. Shocked, I quickly jump back, and hit my head against the shower frame.
Goddamit that hurt.
I quickly get dressed. My stylist has chosen a grey long sleeved shirt made out of... is that cashmere? And some soft-textured black pants.
I make my way to the dining area, where there's a buffet laying out in front of me. I'll be the first to admit, the Capitol's food is top notch. If only they'd be kind enough to give some of their surplus to the districts.
I eat a few fluffy rolls, a bowl of light-colored broth, and a bit of chicken. The Capitol serves most meals twenty-four hours a day.
So why not try this stuff while I'm alive?
Before the rest of the team comes down, I try a bit of fish, some steak, and wash it down with water. I try a glass of wine, but I don't like the taste.
Soon, Agatha arrives, eats her fill. I try to block her out of my mind. I try to forget about her. But I can't. Because above all, I don't want to kill her. I don't want to kill anyone.
Together we take the elevator, along with our escort, down to the Training Center.
We aren't the first ones down or anything, but we're not the last. A bunch of other tributes are here, I recognize some of them from the reapings. There were a lot of volunteers this year, which is pretty odd.
Some woman, Artemis or something, directs us to the stations.
I plan to get as much help as I can. I'm going to need it.
I wander over to the fire-making section. It's better to get the basics down first I guess.
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