Time to focus

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Time to focus Feb 20, 2011 20:09:03 GMT -5

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Post by gxk on Feb 20, 2011 20:09:03 GMT -5

So, I'm still going to be around, but my time will be more limited. And what time I do have will most likely go towards tutoring and bio accepting. Meaning posts will be slow. My apologies to those in threads with me.

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Basically this because of a combination of things.

Show season is creeping closer, and that means I really need to step it up in riding practice. Plus I have mid winter camp from the 21st-25th. I'll be staying at the Equestrian Center that I train at, with limited internet access. And I'll be busy with horse stuff, and spending time with my lovely pony people(my teammates). I refuse to hand over my gold medal title because I spent too much time RPing and not training.

I've been in a nasty mood lately, dealing with my own depression and OCD. I need to get things together and worry about getting myself straightened out. Last time I got like this, things went downhill really fast. I promised myself I would never go to that place again, so I need to dig myself out of this hole, and fast.

And finally my friend's suicide is still really bothering me. I just found out some new details that have made the whole situation even worse. Basically, he never should have died... More details here: They killed him...

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I am really sorry other tutors. I will do my very best to stay on top of everything and get as much done as possible.

There are times when you need to focus on what's really important. This is one of those times.

Sincerely,

phunke

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Time to focus Feb 20, 2011 20:47:12 GMT -5

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Post by phunke on Feb 20, 2011 20:47:12 GMT -5

Byeeeeeeeee gxk :(
So sorry about the awful events surrounding your friend's suicide. Best of luck in your dealings with your own depression and OCD. I'm glad you're prioritizing horses/riding though; we both know that those are the best therapy ever.
Tutoring rush is pretty much over so we have you covered, no worries. Take as much time as you need.

<3phunke

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Time to focus Feb 26, 2011 12:05:11 GMT -5

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Post by gxk on Feb 26, 2011 12:05:11 GMT -5

gxk is back from riding camp! Still won't have as much time for posting as I used too. But I am back and ready to RP some!

Riding camp was awesome, lots of fun, the team is looking great. <3

I'm feeling better about a lot of things. My friend's suicide still sucks, it always will. But I'm kind of accepting it a bit more now. It shouldn't have happened, but it did. All I can do is remember the good parts of Abe's life.

I myself have been feeling better. I'm getting back into gymnastics, on top of fencing and horse riding. It's a lot, but I like to keep myself busy. Not to mention I can rock the all-around in gymnastics like you wouldn't believe. lol. Only hope I'm as flexible as I was when I was 10... XD Retraining my splits has been the hardest. Still 6in away from getting all the way down

Anyways, I missed you all muchly while I was at camp! *huggles all*