.glass ceiling! {katie/themba VS. storm/heron}
Mar 13, 2011 2:12:45 GMT -5
Post by phunke on Mar 13, 2011 2:12:45 GMT -5
hello again, friend of a friend
I knew you when our common goal
was waiting for the world to end
After many years of being adequate at small, unimportant things (such as wiring light switches and doing crossword puzzles and humming), Katie Morven had at last found something at which she truly excelled: sleeping while walking. For hours in the Arena she used this skill; while the mountain to her right gave way to large boulders which gave way to open spaces which finally gave way to sparse fauna, Katie meandered along, dodging major obstacles but otherwise oblivious to the world around her. It was a slow means of travel, but at least consistent (slow and steady wins the race to the woods?) and in this way the girl made her way into the forest. What time it was remained a mystery to Katie, as the sun (while in actuality directly overhead) was muffled by a thick layer of clouds. Instead of cooling off the arena, it simply made the girl feel as though her environment was even more stuffy and claustrophobic.
Exhaling in total exhaustion, Katie stumbled towards the nearest tree and collapsed the left side of her body onto its supporting trunk. What I would give for a cup of coffee... Thoughts whirling in slow motion, the girl pondered over and over what to do next, yet she reached no conclusions, like reading a sentence repeatedly in fatigue and never reaching the end of the paragraph. It was simply too much for the teenager; the useless switchblade-holder slipped from her hand and landed with a kschhh sound on a bed of pine needles. How Katie wanted to allow her body to fall too, rest on the needles until she could sleep for a long, long time...yet that was impossible. I should be doing something, dammit. But what? What was there to do? Eyelids falling from their half-mast position, the girl at last submitted to her overtaxed body and slipped into a doze.
Rewind.
Hazy images swirled tantalizingly through the girl's mind, hinting at dreams but too much like imagination to be such. Most of them, admittedly, were about the boy Gage on whom she had a rather stifled sort of crush; she saw him with his glasses on, staring in concern at her open neck wound, touching it gently, curiously, with his light fingertips. Trying to analyze it as he analyzed everything else. Well, Katie, it looks to me like you've got a giant cut on your neck and will probably die. Katie snorted softly as she placed her feet in haphazard steps on the ground at the foot of the volcano. She knew all too well that she could easily die of blood loss from these wounds, despite having done her best to treat them and clean them with the inside of her sweatshirt (which was now tied around her waist). Pictures of her bloodied-red forearm - which was now almost black since most of the blood caking it had dried - began to alternate with hazy daydreams of Gage's eyes, concerned under furrowed brows. Katie sighed and, beginning to feel very dizzy, took a sideways step and brushed her upper arm against a boulder. The stinging was immediate: several dirt and rock granules had dug into a wide, shallow scrape on her bicep. Cringing, the teenager walked on with more purpose and speed, resolving to be more careful; but within minutes she had fallen back into a painful half-sleep.
Rewind.
Dead. The lizards were dead. Throwing panicked glances from the two carcasses to the tall man-boy to her ravaged arm flesh, Katie breathed in heavy gasps and forced her limbs out of their locked position so that she could be capable of fleeing. Sticking around was not an option; fighting giant mutant lizards with someone - especially someone tall and kind of scary - did not make them your friend or ally. In fact, now that he knew she had such a deep cut on her neck, he'd probably come after her to finish the job. With this thought in mind, Katie stole away through the boulders, hoping that maybe he would be too stunned to follow. Somewhere off in the distance a cannon sounded, eliciting a fearfully quiet half-gasp-half-scream from the girl. What was that? Are there weapons - not tributes' weapons - here too? The girl's lunging strides through the rocky terrain grew ever more urgent but she knew she couldn't last long. Soon, everything would come back and overwhelm her: the extreme hunger, the dryness in her throat, the lack of real sleep, the fight and the oh my god giant dead lizards and that boy that boy he knows I'm hurt what do I do what do I do my neck oh my gosh I can't see I can't breathe-
No. Stop. You need to forget, now. Though the internal battle that seemed to banter through Katie's mind on a regular basis was rather stressful, it at least reminded her of one of her greatest abilities: that of forced forgetfulness.
And so Katie Morven spent the next hour of her escape from the battle wiping her mind clean of that day. All that remained by the time she had finished was a quiet grumble in her stomach, a rasping pain in her throat and neck with each breath, and a stinging in her forearm anytime the wire bracelet bumped into her gash, which had begun to ache.
Rewind.
The moment her metal-object had finished its descent on the lizard-thing, which fell to the ground convulsing, Katie became aware that the wounds on her neck and arm hurt awfully - worse than expected. As if...as if there were some sort of extrashitit'svenom.
Death would come for her now, the girl knew. Or if not now, maybe in an hour. Yet as she thought this, a silver object plopped onto the ground in front of the girl, its elegant casing tempting to her love of beautiful things. Suspecting a trick but not willing to really contemplate disarming one, she submitted to desire and picked up the innocuous thing. After tenderly pulling apart the flimsy casing, Katie discovered a small bottle with a label upon which was scrawled a single word in small print: Antivenom.
So she had been right. And somehow...somehow...some sort of miracle had happened. Where did that parachute even come from? Is it random? Do all poisoned people get these? Shaking her head, frustrated at her own hesitation, Katie opened the bottle and downed the pill inside of it, flinching when it seemed reluctant to move down her desperately dry throat.
now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend
you crack the whip, shape-shift
and trick the past again
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you crack the whip, shape-shift
and trick the past again
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