I fall for you....(Writing blurb..I guess?)
Apr 22, 2011 1:49:48 GMT -5
Post by Nocturnal on Apr 22, 2011 1:49:48 GMT -5
Veronica [/size][/font]
You knew it would be much, much worse, yet you still used my nickname. You multiplied the pain by using a term of endearment, that people I like use. There must be a law against that.
There will be.
You stood before me, a whimpering mass of shame, pleading on your knees, begging for forgiveness. After all that you've done? Do you really expect me to forgive you? You...I could never forgive something, a monster like you. Yet for some reason, I feel my lips forming the word
[/size]"Yes."[/size]
What was I doing? After all he had done to me, after all that I had sacrificed, I was taking him back? Not possible, not even remotely. I felt like a stranger in my own body, my sanity threatening to crack under the stress that had been applied on it. What I had just said...the unspeakable had been spoken. Somehow, it had to be your fault. I knew there was no way I could have forgiven you, so you must have done something to me. You know that I hate you, so why try? And yet, somewhere in me, I must not, I must still feel what I once did towards you, and it took over. There was a small part of me that didn't want to tear you limb from limb, and it was becoming more and more dominant. As I struggled to push it down, to suppress the intense urge to fall into your embrace, you stared at me. Those eyes...Those beautiful, lustrous eyes. Their violet depths spoke more than the words you said. They said,
[/size]"You know who I am."[/size]
Who was I to resist the pull of the luminous orbs? No. I had to resist. My mind reached out to the world around me, flailing for something, anything, to cling on to. I was searching for a fragment of reality, to wake me up from the dream I was sure that was about to end. I knew that I could never forget, and you knew too. But when you were there...Something changed. The world stopped turning, and every harmful, chaotic thing in my mind seemed to slow down. Around you, the universe made sense. [/blockquote][/size][/color]
My cold, empty eyes stared out from under a thin layer of raven hair, how could you? How could you leave everything behind, leave me behind? All for her. You gave up everything, and now you regret it, don't you? You jumped off a cliff, and took me with you. Well, guess what? I landed, and my soul shattered into a thousand pieces. Now what you see before you, the broken, shell of a person is what you left behind. Why must you haunt me? I moved away,became a solitary figure, even rejected my friends, and you come back? No.This was something out of a nightmare. The dark figure that followed you, waiting to hurt you even more, was back for me. This was you. My dirty, unkept hair fell in front of my ever-pale face, shadowing the harsh look of undeniable, refined hate targeted at the male in front of me. I could almost hear your painless, steady and smooth voice, sneering at me.[/size]
"What's it gonna be Ver?"
You knew it would be much, much worse, yet you still used my nickname. You multiplied the pain by using a term of endearment, that people I like use. There must be a law against that.
There will be.
You stood before me, a whimpering mass of shame, pleading on your knees, begging for forgiveness. After all that you've done? Do you really expect me to forgive you? You...I could never forgive something, a monster like you. Yet for some reason, I feel my lips forming the word
[/size]"Yes."[/size]
What was I doing? After all he had done to me, after all that I had sacrificed, I was taking him back? Not possible, not even remotely. I felt like a stranger in my own body, my sanity threatening to crack under the stress that had been applied on it. What I had just said...the unspeakable had been spoken. Somehow, it had to be your fault. I knew there was no way I could have forgiven you, so you must have done something to me. You know that I hate you, so why try? And yet, somewhere in me, I must not, I must still feel what I once did towards you, and it took over. There was a small part of me that didn't want to tear you limb from limb, and it was becoming more and more dominant. As I struggled to push it down, to suppress the intense urge to fall into your embrace, you stared at me. Those eyes...Those beautiful, lustrous eyes. Their violet depths spoke more than the words you said. They said,
[/size]"You know who I am."[/size]
Who was I to resist the pull of the luminous orbs? No. I had to resist. My mind reached out to the world around me, flailing for something, anything, to cling on to. I was searching for a fragment of reality, to wake me up from the dream I was sure that was about to end. I knew that I could never forget, and you knew too. But when you were there...Something changed. The world stopped turning, and every harmful, chaotic thing in my mind seemed to slow down. Around you, the universe made sense. [/blockquote][/size][/color]
