// Unearthly Tendencies // [Dee!]
Dec 20, 2010 0:09:00 GMT -5
Post by sadniss everdeen on Dec 20, 2010 0:09:00 GMT -5
Gabrielle Bellamonte
~ Sometimes, you just have to let go. ~
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People are stupid. It's the first thought you entertain as ruby red lips wrap around the smoke in your hand, disguising your less-than-perfect breath with the enticing smell of cancer and death. You shift a little like the seductress your kind really is at the young boy ogling you from across the smoky bar, neon lights creating stars in his eyes that will blind him from the truth. As the fumes create interesting spirals that keep your eyes glued to the ceiling, you can't help but smirk as the familiar setting of the game takes place. You can feel his eyes roaming your body that's barely clad for such a frigid night, caressed by the humid air from inside this hole that smells like booze, sex and lies.
Perfect.
You can see his courage shaking in a glass that's clutched in his semi-trembling hand; he sloshes a little across his chin when you oh so casually arch your chest on your way to pick up your own drink. His buddies whisper to him with childish enthusiasm; you study his youthful face through lidded eyes like he's not worth the dirt under your feet (because really, he isn't), but it's the smell of his scarlet liquid from all the way across the room that makes your tongue trace your teeth when the cigarette is safely between your lithe fingers. You're tempted to tease because that's what you do, you're Gabrielle fucking Bellamonte and you tease with your eyes, but from the looks of it he's too shy to do anything but get aroused from simply watching your hazy form from afar. Why is it that you have to coax all the babies from their shell? It's such a pain to see actual meaning and puppy-dog adoration in their eyes when they spread you out on the bedsheets, with clumsy actions and confusion that turns to betrayal when you smile sweetly after the needle's been slipped between their ribs.
The night wears on and so does your patience, fraying at the ends when he refuses to make a move. You can feel the distant burning in your chest, the craving that is dulled only for so long by the liquor you hold with an iron fist. He is tenebrific in his own right - producing false shadows and obstacles that would make him impervious and unworthy of her body that he would promise to honor like a shrine, no matter to her ulterior motives.
You smirk in his direction and give a salacious wink. He cracks a little inside and his muscles become tense, toying with the thought.
You've broken him and you can tell, that little extra sway in your hips finally brings him over to where you're standing. The boy leans all casual over the bar - you arch an eyebrow in sarcastic amusement - and offers to buy you a drink, clearing his throat in embarrassment when his voice hitches on the last few syllables. Instead you turn to him with a bored expression and swish the dredges of your martini glass. "Honey, it's a bit too late for that. You spent too much time watching me." His face flames, and you grin viciously. The last remaining swirls in your cancer-stick come lazily from your malevolent maw, being pushed out by the words that try not to be too disgusted as his face brightens up to an unimaginable degree. "But I don't mind. We can still have a good time."
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Your back hits the flimsy wall with a bone-shattering thud and he grunts in time to your mild discomfort, eyes rolling back with the way you tongue scar patterns on his baby-smooth throat. It's amusing how such little work can give you such perspicacity (young ones are so much easier to control and shatter) into how they work, what makes them tick. All this trivial small talk about yourself and himself amounts to nothing, because you'll leave him again without his virginity but no more fulfilled. Paradisaical feelings thrum ten-fold through your chest as the throbbing of his jugular is ever so sweet against your lipsticked mouth - he creates such a tortured sound when you nip at the point that it reverberated like a tuning fork down your spine.
This goes on longer than it should have - usually they've already succumbed to the bittersweet amber in the vial - but maybe it's because he doesn't know right from wrong with you. Still, the first time his lips really descend upon yours it was hungry and raw and so unlike his docile side, gripping and grasping and raking at fragile flesh that he once thought could break under his hold. Perhaps you want to feel so alive alive alive with a faceless stranger who you can't even remember his name. The throb of his pulse becomes too much for you to bare and you drunkenly guide him to the bed, rolling him on top of you and wrapping small legs around his waist. Fingers search and come across the cold, reassuring needle that now sits in the palm of your hand, sitting pretty and waiting for further orders. Still, you let this carry on (maybe you feel guilty about destroying him so early in life) until he shatters the semi-sentimental moment.
You're amazing, he whispers into your ear with all the tact of a five year old. The moment is shattered and your lips curl up into a violent sneer, moments later the vial descends deep into his flesh. He yelps and attempts to sit up but you cling on, watching his eyes haze over. "Good night." You murmur in sickly sweet prose, waiting for the inevitable slump and exposure of his beautiful skin.
It doesn't happen.
Instead in a moment of confused adrenaline he staggers up from the bed, knocking over countless objects and creating a terrible cacophony of shattering noise. You flinch despite yourself and grip the vial tightly, as if this would bring him right back to where you want him. There is a diminutive worry that things might not go as planned, and your eyes narrow into irate slits as yet another piece of furniture is shattered. His nostrils flare like a wild animal and he grips his side, staggering to his knees and letting out a keening moan that sounds more like a dying child. This is antithetic from what usually occurs but it finally seems that his body is giving in, for you stalk over and wrap phantom arms around his heaving chest; one curling over his sternum and the other pulling his neck free.
"Please," you hiss, enjoying the fact that your mere voice makes him howl feebly. "it's not that bad." Teeth scrape along the blood vessel and you smile an abominable smile that must seep into your very soul, before you part your jaws with a decided hiss and sink them deep into his flesh.
His screams suddenly become muted and you're floating in a world of polychromatic colors where seas of red drown you and resuscitate you all at once, feeling the heady liquid pull down your throat and slosh into your weak stomach where it mixes with the alcohol. You can't stop the moan that vibrates from your chest, and he asphyxiates on your lust that radiates from your very core. Nails sink deep into his nubile flesh and despite attempts to swallow it all rivulets of crimson slip from your stained lips and drip drip drip down to the dingy carpet. It's only after his cries become whimpers do you finally rip away from his life, gasping and groaning and eyes rolling back to expose pretty little starbursts inside your head. Your whole body is warm and filling with an unknown pleasure that makes you arch and shiver against the wall, while he does the same for opposite reasons.
The feeling lasts for all of twelve minutes before reality kicks back in.
This physique you embody is weak, and the sudden lurching of your stomach is all that alerts you before the blood suddenly rushes back up and onto the wall that you lean on, dark red against your lips and carrying a distinct iron tang. The room now looks like a massacre but you can't be brought to care as more of the liquid is purged from your being, bringing tears to your eyes and the desire to down even more than the previous time.
It's like the world is shrouded in an opaque curtain and the banging of the door as it flies open is the only indication that a reality exists outside of your little vampiric haven. You raise hazy eyes to see the figure of a women standing in the doorway, even as the remnants of his life slip from the sides of your lips and spiral down into the abyss below. Cough once, spit out blood, stare. It's unknown how long you actually stay motionless, before a single thought forms in your mind next to the dying boy on the floor that writhes in agony.
I'm in so much shit.