Losing it [Hayley, Tori]

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Losing it [Hayley, Tori] Dec 19, 2010 19:34:26 GMT -5

Post by Tori on Dec 19, 2010 19:34:26 GMT -5

Harmony Lunster ran. She lost track of how long she had been running for. Forty. Fory-one. Forty-two. She stopped quickly and walked another eight steps before continuing to run. The doctors had never been able to explain that tick. Forty-two steps of runnning and then 8 walking. It was just one of those cases that had no answer as some OCD cases didn't. Harmony glanced down at herself. She wondered how long it normally took for people to lose weight, and if she had lost any yet.

Someone had told her once before that she didn't need to lose weight, but she had made sure to look into the mirror today, and that people must have been lying. Sure, she was really thin and everything, but it looked as though all the weight was going to her thighs instead of balancing out. She saw a bench and took a seat. Since she had a few minutes, she pulled out a mirror and checked her reflection.

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Losing it [Hayley, Tori] Dec 23, 2010 13:54:12 GMT -5

Post by Hayley on Dec 23, 2010 13:54:12 GMT -5

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I mutter to myself. I'm definetly going crazy. Why should I care what people think or do? I shouldnt. Thats why I don't.

My parents werent paying attention to me again. They'd been ignoring me like this for the past four years. Ever since the boys died. You start to get over t, but sometimes the pain is unbearable. The pain of losing not one, but three siblings. The pain of knowing your parents don't care about you. The pain of knowing that nobody does or ever will love you because you are one of the most messed up people they'll ever meet. Yeah, I have issues. But who doesnt?

In the early morning light I slipped from my second story window. I didnt realize how cold it was until I was running down the street. All I had been wearing was some dark jeans and a tank top. I told you I was crazy.

The park. In the park there are benches that people can sit down on. The only dilemma is that its all the way across the district. Well, I have time. All the time in the world.

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A movement on the other side of the bench startles me awake. After I had run a few miles to the park I'd sat down on one of the benches just to stop and think. After putting my feet up I must have fallen asleep. My eyes open hesitantly and I see a malnourished girl on the other side of the bench, resting. Oh, great. Another picture perfect princess who's afraid to eat because she thinks she'll ruin her perfect body. I scoff at the thought.

"Hey, girl. You may want to eat something or else you're gonna die of starvation."

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Losing it [Hayley, Tori] Dec 27, 2010 22:53:28 GMT -5

Post by Tori on Dec 27, 2010 22:53:28 GMT -5

The gasp that escaped Harmony's mouth was unavoidable. She was truely unprepared for the comment that the girl sitting on the other side of the bench made. To be honest, harmony hadn't even noticed her sitting there when she sat down next to her. "Excuse you." It was all harmony could managed out in response. She had said nothing, nothing to this girl. Yet the she felt the need to address Harmony in such a rude manor?

"What have I done to you?" Harmony spoke, but she was no longer addressing the girl. What she had finally said reached the brunette's ears. She might starve? Harmony glanced down at herself. She saw a hundred things wrong with her body. Everything was unproportionate. Her waistline was small but her thighs were bigger than they were yesterday. She swore she saw her ribs, but she knew that she still wasn't thin enough. Was there ever going to be a way to fix all this.

Harmony had been born with BDD. It had been something she was dealing with all her life. But now Cedric was gone. He was her sole supporter. The only one she trusted enough to help her through everything. And now she didn't see him anymore. Harmony took a look at the girl sitting next to her now. What did she see in Harmony? What did other people see? "Do I look that awful?"