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Morning After (Davy) (Off hold) Oct 25, 2010 23:31:01 GMT -5

Post by Spesh on Oct 25, 2010 23:31:01 GMT -5

OOC: Hell yes i know this is creepy for 14 year old's, lets just pretend my parents were out last night.... LMAO.. and she is just forgetting right now, once you start talking etc, it hopefully will come back

- Mahi Fisher (is too lazy to use her font colors right now, sorry)

Damn... what a night.... oww! Damn my head hurts like hell right now... STUPID HANGOVER. Wait.... what the hell happened, I really could use some remembering, damn I must have been drunk out of my freckin' mind... Now I see him... This kid Kaden lying next to me asleep... FUCK! I swear to god.... this is really damn bad. Please let me not have said I love you... I was drunk, shit, not again. Why Mahi, Why? Why can't you not do these stupid things? Ehh, he is pretty attractive though. I guess I could make this work out pretty well.

I guess I should wake him up now, wouldn't want this to look like it is what it isn't, or is it? "Kaden, baby... wake up... honey, wake up...." I'm shaking him now, he is a really heavy sleeper, I should probably remember these things... Finally I see life in him and give him a kiss. I know that will wake him up for good. "Kaden, before you ask, your in my house in my bed, and no, my parent's are not home. I have just as little a clue as you do about how we got here last night, or at least I think you don't have a clue..." I really hope he doesn't have a clue, because, truthfully, I really don't want to find out.

I guess I can understand why 'I fell in love with this guy, he is a nice person, innocent at least in someways, and a smile that brings you in, not to mention, he's a pretty damn good kisser... But I really can't have him in my bed all day, that could become really awkward when my parents come home. "Kaden, lets go down stairs, we don't want my parents seeing you in my bed." I love showing Kaden my house, it makes me feel so rich... how well I live is truly great, and I sure as hell will never complain about I just hope he doesn't feel too bad seeing it.

OOC: Sorry, I really didn't have any love post muse right now, but I'm trying to keep it up, so once you rp, I'll get back in love rp posting etc.

Last Edit: Oct 27, 2010 17:47:38 GMT -5 by Spesh

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Morning After (Davy) (Off hold) Oct 26, 2010 5:16:57 GMT -5

Post by davy on Oct 26, 2010 5:16:57 GMT -5

I wake up to someone kissing me. Why is someone kissing me. I don't even have a girlfriend. Then I remember last night. I guess she was technically my girlfriend or not, but we had said we loved each other so I don't what that makes us. I'll have to ask her later. My head is pounding. I feel like I have a hangover, but I don't remember drinking last night. All I remember is her.

Then she starts to speak,"Kaden before you ask, you're in my house in my bed, and no my parents aren't home.I have just as little idea how we got here as you."She said. Then I notice for the first time that I'm in someones bed. Not just someones, I'm in Mahi's bed.

I'm about to get up and look around when I notice how great her room is. I envy her room. It's the greatest room on the planet. I knew that the Fisher's were rich, but if they could spend this much on one room then how much could they spend on this whole house. This has me hypnotized.

Then I hear her saying something again,"Kaden let's go down stairs, we don't want my parents seeing you in my bed." I didn't need to be told twice. That was about the worst thing that could happen to us. I get up then turn back around to Mahi and say," I love your room." Why had I said this, it seemed so out of place. Oh well it was the truth. Then I remember last night. Then I know the question I have to ask her." Please tell me that you remember last night too? I couldn't bear it if you'd forgotten." I said. I hope she remembers.

Spesh Capitol Resident 1,143 POSTS last seen Oct 22, 2023 19:21:42 GMT -5 being old af	Morning After (Davy) (Off hold) Oct 26, 2010 19:27:30 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Spesh on Oct 26, 2010 19:27:30 GMT -5 OOC: I hate doing this, but i really cannot find a way to write these anymore. It really isn't working for me, maybe we could take a break from these for now. I just am losing my love muse with her right now.

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Morning After (Davy) (Off hold) Oct 26, 2010 20:56:29 GMT -5

Post by Spesh on Oct 26, 2010 20:56:29 GMT -5

OOC: I guess that really was temporary

-Mahi Fisher (is just that cool)

I know that I can no longer go back on my statements. The word's I love you are not only the three most important words in the english language to me, then mean a great deal to Kaden too I would guess. It truthfully is hard not to love him, but I just don't know. This feels so damn rushed, like we only 'started dating' less then 10 hours ago. Damn my life moves fast. I know I have to break this to Kaden, "Kaden, I really just don't know, I remember some things, but I just don't know..."

I know this is heartbreaking to him, but I have to continue, "I know you don't want me to lie to you, so here goes... I like you, I really do, but love... love is something accumulated over time..." I have been on the opposite end of this before, it is one of the worst things to hear. I know inside of my though that what I am saying is for better not worse, and that forces me to tell Kaden straight on... "I just don't think I'm ready to love again, and especially not this fast. I practically just met you, and... I just... Kaden... stop looking at me like that... I know how you feel..." Now he's just being an ass, I'm trying to be honest with him, and though I know what I'm doing hurts, he should understand. "Kaden, I've been in your position before, and when I was, those people lied to me, and I have become heartbroken because of that, being honest to you right now, it is just... just... difficult. Kaden please, I still like you, I really do..."

I feel him slipping away from me, I know I need to do something, I know I have to say something, but words are failing me, they are hurting him, and in turn, hurting me. "Kaden, please, I didn't want this to happen, but feelings are feelings, and I do not feel love right now, I feel something much more complex." I can't even know if at 14 I can love, this just doesn't feel right, I can't explain it, not even to myself. "Kadem, please don't do this, please.... let's just start again, I like you, you like me, I know it might not ever feel the same to you, but this really is the only way for me.... Kaden, just, don't, just... please..." I have no other options right now, he is almost being unreasonable, I have to kiss him, and I do, but this kiss, this is just a one way kiss, he just isn't kissing back, this is just not... I pull out, I just can't see why he can't accept the truth...

"Would you rather me lie to you? Please Kaden, stop being so difficult. I never said I couldn't love you, I just said I currently don't... why is that such a problem... I was drunk, we both were drunk, and I hate to break it to you, but when I'm drunk I don't exactly think straight..." Now I've done it... now there is no going back, I have ruined him, he probably wont ever forgive me... wow, I have been ranting about this for a long time, "Kaden, if you want to say something you can, sorry about my ranting, it is just I had a lot to say, please forgive me if I upset you..."

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Morning After (Davy) (Off hold) Oct 27, 2010 5:27:47 GMT -5

Post by davy on Oct 27, 2010 5:27:47 GMT -5

The words cut like a knife into my heart getting worse with every word she says. This was real. I know it. I had felt love before, but that girl had died. Now could it be another girl that I loved was leaving to. Not dying, but deciding that they don't love you anymore because they were drunk. It felt horrible, but at least she was honest. I'm happy that she didn't lie to me. Telling the truth sometimes takes more courage than telling a lie. She tries to give me a kiss. I won't kiss back. It's over and I know it. As much as I love her and want this to be true I know this is just a trick and means nothing to her. I know that she noticed and she looks hurt afterwords, but who cares I am hurt.

After about five minutes of ranting she finally gives me a chance to talk. At first I really can't think of anything, but I decide to just go with what I thought would be my last words to her."I'm glad that you told the truth to me. Sometimes that takes more courage than lying. This was real. I know it was. I've loved someone once before, but she's dead now. That's the only reason that we didn't marry at fifteen like we had planned to. I had the same feeling for you, but now I know how you feel so goodbye Mahi see you at school." I said. Then I walked out the door.

I still didn't know the way out of this house there were so many doors. One that led to her parents room, one that led to the kitchen, and I think that one led back to Mahi's room. None of these doors was the one that I needed. It would look really embarrassing to have to go back and ask Mahi to show me the way out of her house.

I finally find the door. I open it. The weather out is getting cold, but it matches how I feel right now. My heart is cold. I think she has killed something inside me. I turn around for one last look at the house before turning to leave. Maybe she would follow me. Maybe this would start again, and we would be in love again. I didn't think this would happen, but it was my only hope. Maybe I should go back to her. No I decided. She would have to come back to me. I wouldn't go back to someone who doesn't love me back.

OOC: If you don't come to him, then he will come back to you later. So it's not like if you don't follow him you lost him. He will come back to you if you don't come back to him.

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Morning After (Davy) (Off hold) Oct 27, 2010 21:07:27 GMT -5

Post by Spesh on Oct 27, 2010 21:07:27 GMT -5

- Mahi Fisher

NO! He can't, he just can't! Not after what he said. He can't seem to understand the power of his words. I can't decide if it is I who I m pissed at, or him. Is it my dishonesty to begin with, or is it his just walking out on me. I can't have this end this way. I know for a fact I have feelings for him. And I know for a fact that he loves me. It seems unfathomable that anyone who 'loves' someone could just walk out on the person they have feelings for like that. He might feel upset with me, and I don't blame him, but he knew I was drunk, so it really isn't my fault. I really hate when guys do stupid stuff like this, why cant they just be simple. Why can't he accept my faults and just love me for who I am?

He has to come back. I just can't... I can't, I Can't, I CAN't, I CAN'T! I know, I just know that I can't live without him. I can't go out there either, if he really loves me he'll come back with out me forcing him to. He has to come back on his own, he just has to. He knows I'm crying, he can see it through the glass door. I don't bother wiping my face, there is just no need to hide emotion around him, he knows just as well as I do. I don't dare look up into his eyes of accusation, and I think he is crying to, though I can't seem to differentiate between his and my tears. This just seems wrong, after last night's joy, why, just why? Why does this have to happen. I told him the truth, I couldn't live with myself if I lied to him. I just wouldn't feel right, and my truth telling has come back to bite me in the ass. He says he's thankful for me telling him the truth, but I just don't think so. I just think that he can't bear the thought of being without me. Or maybe it is I who can not bear the thought of being without him. I just don't know anymore, I don't want to, wanting... what do I want that I can't have, it is a matter of what I need that I can't have. And I know that I need Kaden.

I can't bear to be without him, I just need him, he has set me on withdrawal, withdrawal from him. "Please, please, PLEASE! Kaden, please!" The tears roll down my face, I hide nothing, "Come back to me!" I slump my body against the wall, I have nothing without him, he is really my everything, what he means to me is everything. And without him I am nothing.

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Morning After (Davy) (Off hold) Oct 28, 2010 5:23:28 GMT -5

Post by davy on Oct 28, 2010 5:23:28 GMT -5

A few seconds after I turned around the tears start to fall from my eyes. At first it's slow, but then it starts to quicken into a river of tears flowing from my eyes. I know she's crying too. I had seen her when I turned around. She had felt something for me, and I had walked out on her. Surely this couldn't be right. I should be in there talking to her making her feel better. Making her laugh not cry. That's what love does.

No she's acting I tell myself and keep walking. I walk with my head low and hands in my pockets. Soon I spot some woods, and in no time at all I go into them. I would usually go there to think. I sat on a rock for an hour and thought. I thought about her. I thought about how she must feel right now. I thought about me and how I'd acted. Had I been to rash I think so. I thought about the love we shared, or at least I had for her. Then I decided this wasn't right I had to go back to her and beg for my forgiveness.

In no time at all it seemed I was running towards her house, but wait I needed something for her, but what. Flowers I decided would be great for just such a purpose. I quickly found a flouriest shop and bought a dozen roses. This cost nearly everything I had in my pocket. If this didn't work then I was going to have to walk without money for food. I walked a short distance farther to Mahi's house.

I could see her in the house. She was still in front of the glass door. I walk up and without so much as knocking opened the door. I crouched in front of her. I lifted her head with my hands, and put the flowers in her lap before saying softly," Please forgive me Mahi. I was wrong to leave like that. I acted rashly and should have looked at the situation before acting. I've realized I can't live without you. Please forgive me I know I've broken your heart, but please just this once give me a second chance." I said. At the end of all this I leaned in and kissed her. I gave her the best kiss I could give. I wondered if she would kiss back. I couldn't blame her if she didn't though.

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Morning After (Davy) (Off hold) Oct 28, 2010 18:51:23 GMT -5

Post by Spesh on Oct 28, 2010 18:51:23 GMT -5

Mahi Fisher

Seconds seem like hours, minutes seem like days. Crushed. I don't know what else, I just stand her, using this door as a crutch. Nothing else seems feasible. Why does it always happen to me? Why is it always me who gets left. What the FUCK have I done to deserve this shit? Emptiness. That is all that I can feel right now. He just left, no words, no nothing, he just walked out, there is no way he even moderately likes me. Why am I so damn weak? Why do I always need someone? Why, Mahi, why do you force yourself into these situations when it is obvious that you are going to come out hurt? Why, just why? This just seems endless. How fast this started, and now how fast it has ended. Why does everything have to come back to hurt me, just why? With my luck I will never have a chance of finding love. It always seems as if people weasel their way into my heart, only to leave it just as quickly as they entered. Kaden came, he made me fall for him, and then, he just left. What he did was so uncalled for, and so rushed, he could have came in and said something, he could have given me a goodbye kiss, but no. He had to just be an ass hole and walk out on me. Gone, just like he evaporated out of think air, just gone.

Seconds, Minutes, Hours, Days, I don't know. I don't know how long it has been since he left. It seems like an eternity. He just left, left like I don't matter, what an ass-hole... Why do I even bother waiting here, there is no point anymore. My legs don't want to hold me anymore, I don't want to hold myself anymore, I think as I fall to the ground, hanging my head, knowing there is no way that he will come back. How could he come back, he must think that I hate him, he has to know I hate him. Truth be told though, I don't hate him, I want him to come back, I want him back... I need him back. Tears are not failing me now. The time is forever, I feel like I'm suspended in limbo, no feeling, nothing at all. I just wish that I could go back, I wish I never got into this, I wish that I just ignored him last night, or went out there and just told him off. But no, I had to follow him, and get interested in him, like the idiot that I am.

Seconds, Minutes, Hours, I just don't give a shit anymore, I want to leave the door, but I know I can't there is just that little bit of hope. It is so miniscule it is microscopic. It is hanging from the slightest of threads, about to fall, I know I'm about to fall, my world is about to fall, but there is that one little light, coming, coming, growing bigger, growing stronger. I look up, a shape in the distance, a shape, sprinting, I look down, he came back. He's coming back! Tears are falling from my eyes, maybe he has greater feelings for me then I do for him, but he wants to give it a try again, or at least I think that. He really does love me, I threw him down, no matter how nice I was about it, I basically said fuck off to his feelings, but he ignored that. He took what I said harshly, but he shook it off. He took what I said and turned it into motivation. Motivation to try harder. To try harder to get me to love him back. And being honest what he is doing right now is really romantic. He just keeps running. He wants me back, and I want him back. But I can't help feeling that he was a total jerk for just leaving me like that. But right now I just don't care. He must have felt the same way I did, he can't live without me, and I can't live without him.

Without a doubt he is coming for me, he is coming to save me... to save me from myself. He wants me to be happy, he wants US to be happy. And to be honest, I want us to be happy to. Without even the slightest knock Kaden opens the door. Like my hero he lifts up my head, spills out his heart to me, which frankly is nice, but I am toning out everything but his face right now. I am crying, but not in sorrow; I am crying with the joy of seeing him again. Then he just drops the flowers in my lap, and gets down on his knees and kisses me. He kisses me like he has never kissed me before. I know what I have to do. I kiss back, enjoying every single second of this, enjoying it to its fullest. I am enjoying Kaden, enjoying every second of him. I know what life is like without him now, and I'm not willing to go back to that, but I know that if that sad conclusion happens, I have to enjoy every single second before it. I have to enjoy life like I have never enjoyed it before. I have to enjoy life, and for psychological reasons, I have to enjoy life with him. I pull out of our kiss, just barely though, I have to tell him something, "Kaden, you were a total asshole. You fucked up. But you owned up to it, and that takes character. And I can't help but to admire a guy with character." Now being done with all of what I need to say, I touch my lips to his and kiss him, and he kisses me. The sun seems to be so bright today. My whole world is full of life, full of joy, full of wonder, and most importantly, full of the greatest guy in the world... Kaden"

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Morning After (Davy) (Off hold) Oct 29, 2010 5:18:18 GMT -5

Post by davy on Oct 29, 2010 5:18:18 GMT -5

She starts to kiss back. What a miracle. I was afraid that she wouldn't and that this would be the end of our relationship, but no Mahi has given me one more chance. I won't let her down. She is my life. She's the only person in the world that I can't live without. I can't let her go. Not for my lifetime. I have to love her forever, or die trying. I simply couldn't live without her.

She pulls away just a little bit. I'm about to pull her back in when she starts to say something." Kaden you were a complete asshole. You fucked up, but you owned up to it and that takes character, and I can't help but admire a guy with character." Now I think she's done because as soon as she's said that she starts kissing me again. I love it. I love her.

I don't know how long we kissed. It didn't matter we could kiss for months, days, years. This is all I want to do right now is kiss her and make the most of it. I love her so much. I want to say something but I don't really think this is the time for words.

Suddenly my foot slips out from where I've been crouched. That breaks the kiss that I wanted to last forever. I sit up and scoot beside her. I take her hand in mine and whisper in her ear," Thank you Mahi for giving me a second chance. I can't live without you. If you hadn't accepted me back I don't know what I would have done. I'm all the things you called me and more. I don't deserve you, but you gave me one more chance. I will love you forever Mahi, or I will die trying. Thank you." I look back at her. Then I start to kiss her neck. I'm so glad she took me back. Without her I would surely die.

OCC: I have to go on a twenty mile hike tomorrow so I won't be able to make any more posts until Sunday.