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Dec 22, 2010 23:02:45 GMT -5
Post by ∂αмєη on Dec 22, 2010 23:02:45 GMT -5
[/size]Mayson Allistair Slade
Bio Right Here.
Mayson's Writing : : : CC0000
Mayson's Speech : : : 8B0000
Other Speech : : : E68080
Song : : : DCB2B2- - - - - - - - - - - - -Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends
So take it easy on me
I'm afraid you're never satisfied.Cold days may seem the greatest for most. Days when you can stay in to sit by the warmth of the fire or days where you can finally have a reason to spend your well earned money on the hot cocoa that is just so damn good. For me, cold days are the farthest thing from that. Cold days are ones of darkness and cruel times and the days when I am not myself. It's as if my soul just left, screwing me over for the holiday months of winter. My soul is on the water, in the boats, with the fishers. It is in the waves of high tide and low, in the bubbles of oxygen below. In the swaying plants and algae, in the wind pushing the sails around. My soul is but another droplet of water in the vast ocean of life.Here we go again
We're sick like animals
We play pretendThen it freezes up. All of it just disappears, becoming a cold, hard surface of broken dreams. It puts us fishers out of work and keeps the swimmers inside. Instead, we waste our time wandering the streets, either too drunk or high to acknowledge our surroundings or too pissed off to care. Our voices are low, mumbles almost, incoherent for those who make it through the winter months like normal people. Incoherent for those not like me. The pubs are often filled to the brim with thick men and their stories of adventure. The stories that make you feel like you were in one of those olden pirate stories that they told the younger kids. You felt as if your life was not a complete pile of shit. You felt as if there weren't 23 kids dying every year.You're just a cannibal
And I'm afraid I wont get out alive
No I won't sleep tonightAnd yet, each year, the same god damn thing happened and nobody changed it. Nobody tried to be different and actually live a life in the winter. The pub is filled today too, already having kicked out a near dozen since I had arrived. Those who got too drunk and got into fights were the most dangerous. There was often too much testosterone in the small confined space to be a calm bar. Then again, a calm bar is not even worth going to. Then it's just a wine and dine. At least there are girls there though. This place is often too bad for girls to come to. The guys would hit on them immediately. The only ones who stay are the fishing women, the ones who are usually horrible to look at. Once in a while we will get a good girl to come in but she's never going to stay. They all leave at some point.Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonightMy drink rests in my hands comfortably, the beer tasting really good this time around. "Eh, Mayson. How's the mum?" He says with a sneer. Malcavich Fitzgerald. The one jerk who actually can make these winter months worse. Most would think it's impossible. 'Mayson, Mayson, May-son. Nothing gets worse than now. We ain't got wa'er.' In fact, Blanet, the pub's bartender, even said the same thing just a few days ago. But still, there's always a damn first for everything. Malcavich was always a big fan of my mum, ever since they shared the same sixth year class back before I was born. I was lucky that she ran off with my dad and not with the sick pig Fitzgerald. I wouldn't have existed for one, and even if I did, it wouldn't be in such a good way. I wouldn't have the decent looks I managed to retain from my parents and I sure as hell wouldn't have been this good of a kid. "I am going to give 'er a good one tonight boy. A grea-"Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?My fist collides with his face, the fat rippling around the impact. Sweet justice I'd say, as his huge mass toppled off the small stool and crashed onto the ground. Obscenities fly from his mouth, turning into a full on assault of words. "You fucking cow! I am going to kick your scrawny little ass-" I grin, spitting down at him and sending a kick right to his abdomen. "Actually Mal, you will be doing nothing of the sort. So shut the fuck up and learn to fight." I make my way back to my stool, grabbing hold of my bottle that remained there. Fucking twat. Pressing the bottle to my lips, I take another sip, enjoying the eyes of many people like daggers in my back.Say goodbye to my heart tonight