If {I} Told --You-- {Shrimp}
Feb 14, 2011 3:24:44 GMT -5
Post by ᕙʕ•ᴥ•ʔᕗ on Feb 14, 2011 3:24:44 GMT -5
As Storm sat in the designated room, supposedly waiting for any visitors to say their last good-byes, his head was in his hands. The fact that he had been reaped was still sinking in. Storm had long accepted the fact that he was going to have to fight for his life, but there was a small part of him that just wanted to rewind the day and not be there when they announced his name. Better yet, a small breeze that cause the slips of paper to flutter around would have been nice as well. But as luck would have it, he was condemned to death. He even knew he was going to die. All those promises he would make to his family members and friends would be useless.[/i] With a long sigh, Storm closed his eyes, waiting for the next event. It didn’t matter if it was his family coming to see him or the Peacekeepers taking him away; he would wait for whatever happened next.[/color]
Did I really mess up? Should I have complied with Sundra’s request to move? Maybe then I could live a little longer…but it’s better that I was reaped than Sundra or Europa. It did console him that neither Sundra nor Europa were reaped; they would be able to live another year. Maybe he would be the only unfortunate child. Maybe life would be fine if he was sacrificed and they were allowed to live. Still…all the selfless thoughts were only making him feel more selfish, because it meant that he was a selfish person to even have to convince himself that it was the right thing to do.
He sighed as he reached a conclusion about his character. He was no better than any other tribute. There would be no best wishes for anyone else; it would end up being every man for himself. Sad but that was the nature of the Games. Storm just hated the fact that he would stoop to that level. It had always been about raising his younger siblings; he could never afford to let Europa or Io starve to death just because they had a shortage in food. But that wasn’t the case was it? There was an underlying reason why he had done that while they were growing up, wasn’t there?
He was going to put on a bright smile when they walked into the room. He was going to make empty promises. He was going to be the older brother they knew him to be. Nothing was going to change anything about him; he would always be Storm Wie. Then why did a gnawing feeling in his stomach tell him otherwise? Was it because he had seen how the Games had affected past Victors? How families had been torn apart after watching their child die? Grief overcame Storm as he pondered about what he was going to be doing to his family. While his mind would be busy trying to keep him alive, his family would be watching his every move, his every kill, and when the time came, his death. He tried to imagine what it would be like to be in their position and found that he couldn’t. No matter how much he wanted to sympathize with them for what he was about to do, he just couldn’t place himself in their shoes. And that only made him feel worse.
I don’t know if I can see them now. I don’t know…if I can stay strong when they visit. If they visit. I hope they don’t visit.
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