Xavier Weston Silas ; Peacekeeper
Apr 16, 2011 12:49:19 GMT -5
Post by ∂αмєη on Apr 16, 2011 12:49:19 GMT -5
| [atrb=width,70][atrb=border,0,true] [atrb=rules,none,true][atrb=bordercolor,28221d,true] [atrb=cellSpacing,25,true][atrb=cellPadding,25,true] [atrb=background,http://tinyurl.com/3e7jh5h,center] ~XAVIER WESTON SILAS~     776644 998877 665544 I am Officer Xavier Weston Silas. Age, twenty four. Gender, male. Born in District Two, currently stationed in District Two. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ appearance The Peacekeeper is not the tallest among the officers, ending at around a height of 6'4'', which is still a tall height. Weighing in at 184 lbs, Xavier isn't underweight nor is he overweight, keeping a rather athletic build to him. His shoulders are often slouched forward, making him appear not as large as he actually is. His head is thinner and long, the edges more round than rigid. His bright blue eyes are sunken in, standing out against his darker tanned skin and bruised eye sockets. His eyebrows are thin and close to his eyes, colored a lighter brown. His hair is neatly styled, a lighter brown in color. Stubble covers his jawline, adding a rugged look to his face. His nose is rather long, pointing slightly at the end. Larger ears also stick out of the side of his head. An athletic build is exactly what Xavier has. Broad shoulders hold onto his muscular neck, connecting his thick arms to his chest. His stomach and chest are both flat, abs being quite prominent. Both his arms and legs are 'reinforced' with muscle, adding thickness to them. His hands are large and rough, his fingers long and his nails slightly nibbled. The edges of the nails are a result of biting, possibly because of the stress or anxiety which may come with his disorder which will be touched on later. His feet are large, also rough on the base. The skin on the bottom is dry usually, which can be seen if you are looking at it. Dried skin mixes in with the more moisturized skin to form his foot and to form his higher arc. His Peacekeeper uniform is the outfit that he is most commonly in. Large, black work boots, bright white dress pants, a simple white dress shirt and a white jacket over top. Along the arm of the jacket is a seal, the Capitol seal in particular with the title of his occupation underneath. And right below that is his name, embroidered in by some of the top clothing designers in the Capitol. When not on duty, he is often wearing simple slacks and a t-shirt, with sleeves and sometimes without. personality An officer of the Capitol law was always something he aspired to be. His dreams came true when he enrolled for the training, finally ending up as a full fledged Peacekeeper. While not as cold and cruel as some Peacekeepers, Xavier is definitely not one who takes a lot of crap. He isn't afraid of confrontation, often being prone to wanting it. He is somewhat the opposite of by the book, doing things the way he wants to. The non-conventional way is the way he prefers, doing things how he sees fit and then fixing things after they happen. He prefers to have fun while doing his job, rather than being uniform and uptight. Xavier was diagnosed with Panic Disorder, an anxiety disorder that means he is prone to recurring panic attacks, varying in severity. Whether its the anxiety of his next attack or the behavioral change he receives from these attacks, they have become a common part of his life. Once a day, maybe more, would be the average panic attack amount for somebody suffering from this disorder, however the small pills that Xavier takes have managed to keep it to a less often schedule. However, it hasn't stopped it completely. There is no cure, only a treatment. The panic attacks still happen and they are still just as severe. They can last up to twenty minutes for Xavier, possibly being as quick as just one. The attacks include a rapid heartbeat, dizziness, perspiration, shortness of breath, trembling, uncontrollable fear and hyperventilation, chest pain, numbing, chills or hot flashes. During these attacks, thoughts of how the situation can only get worse are very common. While Xavier believes he keeps the disorder under control, he is very wrong. The attacks will always be there and he just has to try and deal with it. While not affected by the attacks, Xavier tends to be quite calculative. He was always good with numbers and calculating things. As for the romantic side of his life, Xavier hasn't really been able to actually find that special somebody. The closest he has ever gotten to a relationship was when he went on a few dates with one girl. However, that ended quickly when he had a panic attack and needed to be rushed to the District hospital. Lastly, he has always been known to be very loyal, standing up for his friends and family no matter what the consequences may be. He is not one to abandon what he loves to fit in either. Also, due to events in his past, Xavier is currently like an emotional rock. He isn't usually one to let out his emotions or to let them affect his decisions. Xavier is slightly OCD. Because of his panic attacks, he tends to have the fear of things around him because he doesn't want to go through an episode. Being meticulous is something that he does subconsciously, often not noticing until after. He describes it as being a germaphobe, except for everything. He may avoid situations just to avoid being put in a position where an attack happens, but sometimes he ends up in other tense situations because of it. But, when he has the right mindset, often when working, he has no issue with getting blood on his hands or dirt on his knees. Just because he prefers to avoid situations doesn't mean he won't go through them. He likes causing pain just as much as the next guy. Whether that makes him sick and sadistic, he doesn't care. It helps him take out the anger he has against himself because he has the disorder. history Weston Silas and Meegan Delarozio were both born in District Two. While there story of meeting up is quite like most people, meeting in school and ending up together, they were quite unlike others because they became pregnant before marriage, both at the age of seventeen. Xavier Weston Silas was born a few days after Weston turned eighteen. While they believed that taking care of a baby would be hard at their age, they decided to try it anyways. And for the first month or two, they did great, receiving enough support from both of their parents to take care of little Xavier. All seemed to be well. Until Meegan was reaped, her last year eligible. She only lasted a few hours, a sharp sword stabbing through her chest. Her final scream was broadcast across the Districts. It was the announcement that said Weston had to take care of Xavier himself, without his beloved wife. Something inside of him changed, changing his personality and way of life. He became tougher and stricter, wishing for Xavier to follow the rules while he grew up. He believed it was the best, hardening him so that he could protect himself from any emotional scarring in the future because of a son, daughter, wife, friend or anybody he cared about being hurt in the Games. And when he became of age to apply to become a Peacekeeper, he did. While he survived the reapings, some of his friends didn't, and he was glad that his father had 'trained' him to not break down. He had become an emotional rock, and from what he heard, that was what the Peacekeeper Force needed. He went through the year of training, learning how to utilize a weapon and to do the typical interrogation session. When he became a Peacekeeper, it turned into his life. He worked a lot, doing whatever he could to make sure that he was a good officer. And while some of the intentions of Peacekeepers were bad, Xavier wished to protect people from the pain that his father had to go through, in any way he could. He met Honor Osveri Moric when in the Capitol. odair -Face Claim is Bradley Cooper -Background is here |
