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Mar 19, 2011 9:35:57 GMT -5
Post by apocalypse on Mar 19, 2011 9:35:57 GMT -5
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[/blockquote][/justify]Stupid family, stupid house, stupid life, stupid Hunger Games. Why can't anything in my life be GOOD, instead of DUMB?! Darox thought. Ever since his sister died a few years ago, depression was something he was used to. He got stomach aches daily, he liked to be alone, and yet inside of him, there was a talkative, trust-worthy person. But that talkative part, comes rarely now, though Darox is rather trust-worthy. The only Districts he can't stand, are Districts 1, 2, and 4. How they train for The Hunger Games - and to kill other humans - confuses Darox, and makes him sick. No one, under any circumstances, should have to kill another human. But yet the Capitol finds this 'entertaining and intense.' It is intense at times, but in no way at all is it 'entertaining!' Maybe if Darox lived in the Capitol or trained like a Career, he'd think that The hunger Games are 'super' - but being in District 3 meant that you were just one of the richest districts. Darox quickly transferred his thoughts of his sister's death-maker, to the smell of fresh fruit downstairs. His parents weren't vegetarians like he was, which wasn't horrible, but they sometimes had to go out of the way for him. They'd make him feel guilty for money problems sometimes, he'd just shrug and say "Whatever..." Yeah, he was moody at times, but wasn't one to break certain habits - well, any serious habits. As he walked through his kitchen, picked up the bowl of strawberries, blueberries, and raspberries, and walked through his door, only saying"Hey." To his parents. He really couldn't look them in the eye that much. When he opened his front door which led into the streets of District 3, he turned to look at his parents, and nodded his head. And the only reason he was going to come back to this house again, was because he had a bowl of theirs, and he wouldn't want to steal it. Darox wondered if his parents could hear his big foot run across the black pavement.
Darox really didn't have to work until he was eighteen years of age, so unless it was a school day, he mindlessly wondered around District 3. Darox would see other kids his age, but he wouldn't talk to most of them, he really never had a good friend. He'd always play with Clazia, his dead sister. The one thing that almost disgusted Darox more than The Hunger Games, was how yesterday, he turned seventeen, and his parents didn't even mention anything to him. They just treated him like it was a normal day. And like usual, Darox cried himself to sleep. He wondered how his parents could forget their first child's birthday, no matter how busy they were. He grabbed a blueberry and popped it in his mouth. The juice squirted out and the taste of it work Darox up. No matter how many times people said: "You should eat meat again." He still loved the taste of fruit in the morning, or salad at night, and some baked-potato. Getting used to things wasn't very hard for Darox. They just don't understand. That's how he'd reassure himself everynight. When people ask him stuff like: "Dude, why are you so depressed, and alone all the time? Darox would just mumble: "You don't understand." And you know what? Out of all the people he did meet, NONE of them understood. No one had their sister - or you could call Clazia his best-friend, the only person he trusted - killed.
Often, Darox wondered why he was alive, what was he supposed to do? Didn't everyone have their place in Panem? The Victors, The Mayors, The Careers, and a lot of other things. But the thing Darox wanted most of the time was his sister. He didn't care if he was a mayor for District 3, of a Victor. He just wanted to hug his sister one more time. And Darox knew his parents - if they got another chance - would treat Clazia right. Darox often used the phrase 'You don't know what you got, 'til it's gone' when thinking about his parents. Which was 100% true. When Clazia died, his parents - and Darox - cried for hours. "Anyone with a dead sister didn't deserve it." Was something people he knew said to him when his sister passed-away. He could agree 100%. But they didn't know what they were saying. Darox often thought negative, that his world would never be perfect without his sister. He wasn't one to be naive. Being naive led to disappointment - which was something the seventeen year old had enough of. He often said the word DISAPPOINTMENT when he was going to sleep. Hoping that if he said it too much, it'd vanish from his vocabulary. But no such thing ever happened. Sure, if Darox was having fruit but it got old, that would be DISAPPOINTMENT. But his kind of DISAPPOINTMENT was more serious, the DISAPPOINTMENT that surged through him every second was only because he couldn't volunteer for his sister in The Hunger Games. The rules of The Games were a DISAPPOINTED. But - like always - he couldn't do anything to change the rules. He was going to be stuck in a hell-house - called Panem - for the rest of his life, no matter what.
-OOC: My first post in a while. Sorry if it's 'ehh.'