To Die Alone {Aenor/Seah}
Jul 6, 2011 20:11:00 GMT -5
Post by Sunrise Rainier D2 // [Thundy] on Jul 6, 2011 20:11:00 GMT -5
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It was so difficult to be a fake.
Seah walked through the training center with his head held high, just like he was taught, and he kept his eyes on each tribute so ferociously that he kept looking almost thirty seconds after each averted their gaze. His gray eyes were dead set on the ones near him, assessing everything: posture, height, muscle, facial expressions, anything to see who looked dangerous or trustworthy.
His muscles ached to fall back to their original slack positions. He wanted to look away and relax, but it was not a part of the plan. Scare the living shit out of them all, that was the real goal. If only he could extinguish the anxiety from the lines of his face.
Two hours of training – no, trying to show off was more like it – and not one person had come up to him. Nothing was going according to plan. The edges and corners were blurred and gone; there were no more boundaries. Nobody had ever told him that things wouldn't happen perfectly. What was he even supposed to do? Talking to teenagers, being real and trustworthy, it all seemed impossible.
Empty faces passed around him, picking up food and sitting down wherever they pleased, maybe in groups if any had already formed. Seah picked at a piece of bread that sat on his plate, but his gaze followed everyone who walked in. Not out to scare them this time, just looking for a friend. But friend wasn't the right word for it, not at all. An ally, an acquaintance, someone to rely on. It was foreign to him. He was a standalone kind of guy, and now he had to find someone to talk to. Someone who didn't want to kill him immediately. Anyone, just as long as he had somebody there. One human soul, that was all he asked for.
Seah Storstrand wasn't about to die alone.