A step back~A leap forward.
Jun 11, 2011 15:21:12 GMT -5
Post by Ally is tentatively back on Jun 11, 2011 15:21:12 GMT -5
(OOC: sry its pathetic stare, i had no muse.)
I crash into the house and then into my room. I flop on the bed, the door slammed shut behind me. I hear Ink similarly crashing through the front door. I hear her stop outside the door to our room. Don''tcomeindon'tcomeindon'tcomeindon'tcomein Thank god, she turned away. I wait a few minutes ad then peek out. She's gone. There's a note on the table.
-went for a walk along the river. see you guys when I get home.
-Ink.
I shrug and sit on the couch with a sigh. Then I straighten sharply. InkInkInkInkInkInkInkINK! a part of my brain cries. Something is terribly wrongwrongwrong with my sister.
I'm nine years old. I stayed home from school because me I'm not as strong as Ink and I get sick and my parents don't care that Ink looks like she's being cut apart when they make her leave me alone. So that's what I am right now, alonealonealone. But Lukey's probably hurrying because he hates me to be home alone when I'm sick so he's running because he can't take Ink's word for it that I'm really okay so he needs to get home as fast as he can while Ink can drop back because she knows I'm finefinefine and can just be comforted and stop to smell the roses. I sit bolt upright. Something's really really wrong. Ink's hurt and it doesn't matter I'm sick and tired and none of me is ready to get up. It doesn't matter that I start coughing and feel like I can't breath at all when I start running out the door. I keep running to where I know Ink is because she can't get up and everything is wrong. But I'm only half way there when Lukey stops me. "Imi what are you doing up? You're supposed to be sleeping sweetie." and I'm sobbing against his chest and his shoulders and trying to choke out that Ink's hurthurthurt but he won't listen. He starts carrying me home and finally I just pound his arm with my fist but I know it'll just get his attention because I'm tiredtiredtired and my fist is so tiny. "What?" he asks gently. I try to calm down and whisper, my voice all choked and raspy "Ink. Ink's hurt. Please go back I don't think she can get up!" and thank god he takes me seriously so I just let my head rest on his shoulder and let my quick little breaths make puffs of hothothot air across his neck. "Holy shit!" he whispers. He sets me down and I lean against a tree with my eyes closed because I can't open them. I hear Ink waking up and mumbling something groggily. She hit her head and might've broke her wrist but she can walk. That's good because I don't think I could get up. And I hear Ink's little gasp and feel my hair being brushed back from my hothothot forehead and then Lukey's lifting me and I fall asleep cradled in his coldcoldcold arms with my sister's hand on my leg.
I'm thinking of this memory as I rush to get to where I'm being pulled by Ink being hurt and I runrunrun because I know if I don't I'll be too late like I could've been that day.
I crash into the house and then into my room. I flop on the bed, the door slammed shut behind me. I hear Ink similarly crashing through the front door. I hear her stop outside the door to our room. Don''tcomeindon'tcomeindon'tcomeindon'tcomein Thank god, she turned away. I wait a few minutes ad then peek out. She's gone. There's a note on the table.
-went for a walk along the river. see you guys when I get home.
-Ink.
I shrug and sit on the couch with a sigh. Then I straighten sharply. InkInkInkInkInkInkInkINK! a part of my brain cries. Something is terribly wrongwrongwrong with my sister.
I'm nine years old. I stayed home from school because me I'm not as strong as Ink and I get sick and my parents don't care that Ink looks like she's being cut apart when they make her leave me alone. So that's what I am right now, alonealonealone. But Lukey's probably hurrying because he hates me to be home alone when I'm sick so he's running because he can't take Ink's word for it that I'm really okay so he needs to get home as fast as he can while Ink can drop back because she knows I'm finefinefine and can just be comforted and stop to smell the roses. I sit bolt upright. Something's really really wrong. Ink's hurt and it doesn't matter I'm sick and tired and none of me is ready to get up. It doesn't matter that I start coughing and feel like I can't breath at all when I start running out the door. I keep running to where I know Ink is because she can't get up and everything is wrong. But I'm only half way there when Lukey stops me. "Imi what are you doing up? You're supposed to be sleeping sweetie." and I'm sobbing against his chest and his shoulders and trying to choke out that Ink's hurthurthurt but he won't listen. He starts carrying me home and finally I just pound his arm with my fist but I know it'll just get his attention because I'm tiredtiredtired and my fist is so tiny. "What?" he asks gently. I try to calm down and whisper, my voice all choked and raspy "Ink. Ink's hurt. Please go back I don't think she can get up!" and thank god he takes me seriously so I just let my head rest on his shoulder and let my quick little breaths make puffs of hothothot air across his neck. "Holy shit!" he whispers. He sets me down and I lean against a tree with my eyes closed because I can't open them. I hear Ink waking up and mumbling something groggily. She hit her head and might've broke her wrist but she can walk. That's good because I don't think I could get up. And I hear Ink's little gasp and feel my hair being brushed back from my hothothot forehead and then Lukey's lifting me and I fall asleep cradled in his coldcoldcold arms with my sister's hand on my leg.
I'm thinking of this memory as I rush to get to where I'm being pulled by Ink being hurt and I runrunrun because I know if I don't I'll be too late like I could've been that day.