It's Complicated (Solace!)

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It's Complicated (Solace!) Aug 6, 2011 22:24:58 GMT -5

Post by Sircle on Aug 6, 2011 22:24:58 GMT -5

Caleb Judan

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The shade felt cool underneath Christopher's favorite tree where Caleb sat. His heart pounded throug his chest as he thought of his brother. They were going to hang out today after Christopher was done with his work. Caleb should be on the boat with his father. He should be, but he wasn't. He was too scared that he would get another appearance flaw like his ear. He would have been a great crab fisher because of his strength. Oh, well. He helped a lot with loading and unloading and that was good enough.

Caleb was worried about himself. He used to be decently confindent about himself and could be ok on his own, but now, he depended so much on Christopher for happiness. He needed to be around him at all times. When Caleb is not, then he is insanely depressed and misses him terribly. Caleb was counting down the seconds until he came back. It shouldn't be long.

He really hoped he wouldn't screw anything up. He didn't want to say something stupid and ruin everything. He couldn't risk loosing his brother, especially now when he is so unstable.

Caleb saw his brother heading towards him. The sight of Christopher made his heart flutter. He waved at him and smiled. He really hoped he wouldn't mess it up. Caleb hoped too much, though, and when you hope more than you should, you fall harder than you should.

ooc: sorry this is kind of short; I was in a hurry :p

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Last Edit: Aug 6, 2011 22:54:40 GMT -5 by Sircle

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It's Complicated (Solace!) Aug 7, 2011 13:54:10 GMT -5

Post by Solace on Aug 7, 2011 13:54:10 GMT -5

Ever since Caleb confessed liking guys to Christopher, he seemed happier. Plus, the two of them spent much more time to together then before, Caleb even watched Christopher paint at times. Today, they even had plans to spend the day together. Christopher figured it to be a brotherly bonding type of thing. They would be meeting up after Christopher finished his latest sketch for, in which Caleb decide not to join him and watch. Christopher had been down at the beach when he spotted a dead jellyfish laying in the sand. Christopher felt bad for it. He liked to imagine animals had families ans was sad this one would return to them. The sketch is of a jellyfish, the one he saw, in the ocean surrounded by other jellyfish, his family.

After the sketch was finished and put away, Christopher changed into and simple white t-shirt and a pair or dark blue shorts. He didn't know where they were going or if they were just going to hang out, so Christopher got Caleb a bottle of water along with his own. Upon leaving his house, Christopher half walked half jogged to his brother who was sitting under his favorite tree. Upon reaching him, he took a seat next to him."Hello brother. What is the plan for today?" Christopher asked happily, handing him one of the bottles of water.

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It's Complicated (Solace!) Aug 8, 2011 11:40:25 GMT -5

Post by Sircle on Aug 8, 2011 11:40:25 GMT -5

Caleb's whole world seemed to brighten as Christopher took a seat by his side. His elbow gently brushed his skin, and a tingle of pleasure shot through him. His smile widened as Caleb questioned about what the plans were for today. Caleb didn't care what they did, as long as they were together. If he was had Christopher all to himself he would be perfectly happy. For now.

Caleb did sort of want to do something besides just sit here under the tree. Sitting here was wonderful, but maybe they could go somewhere else and sit and talk, maybe. They could talk about anything together. Caleb felt like Christoper trusted him as much as he trusted Christopher. It felt good to be trusted. Especially whe the person who trusts you is Christopher.

"How about we go swimming in the dock? It's really hot out here, and you seemed to have been working hard on that sketch, so let's go!" Caleb said. He could feel himself going back to normal. He wasn't as sad and moody as he was this morning, which was very good. He felt great, actually. He felt like everything in the world was just plain amazing and wonderful. He always got this feeling around Christopher, no matter what mood he was in before.

Guilt washed over him faster than he could have ever imagined. It was so random and out of the blue, that it hit Caleb off guard. Images of that day Caleb had cried in front of Christopher, the momment he almost told his brother his feelings, and when he told him he liked guys instead flooded his mind. Caleb didn't really like guys, he liked Caleb, but he's never been attracted to any other of the same sex. So he technically lied to Christopher. He felt the sudden urge to curl up in Christopher's arms and cry.

"I'm sorry" Caleb blurted. Caleb didn't mean to say that, but somehow it just came out. He really hoped that he didn't mess this up. He hoped so hard.

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It's Complicated (Solace!) Aug 8, 2011 15:13:23 GMT -5

Post by Solace on Aug 8, 2011 15:13:23 GMT -5

Christopher liked the idea of going down to the dock. The sand always felt nice on his feet and the wind always cooled him on a hot day. When Christopher thought about it, that's probably what he would have picked to do in the first place. "That sounds good to me. Maybe we'll find a conch shell!" Christopher smiled brightly when he said this. He loved the beach, especially when he found something interesting of the sort. He remembered the time he found a blue starfish. He thought it was amazing, though he threw it back. He didn't feel as if taking it would be a good thing.

What's wrong now?" Christopher thought. His worry for his brother was steadily increasing. After Caleb's confession, everything was okay, better then before, even. Before this he was happy. Christopher even feared a bit to know what was wrong.

"I'm sorry."

Christopher put his arm around Caleb and hugged him close. "What are you sorry for, Caleb?" he said gently, his hand running through Caleb's hair as he'd done the day he confessed his sexuality to Christopher.

Last Edit: Aug 15, 2011 12:36:18 GMT -5 by Solace