devil in the rye. [south]

devil in the rye. [south] Aug 16, 2011 21:13:45 GMT -5

Post by Arrow on Aug 16, 2011 21:13:45 GMT -5

The good life if what I need, too many people stepping over me
MORGAINE SIMONETTE
The only thing that's been on my mind, is the one this I need before I die

All I want is a little of the good life, all I need is to have a good time

Another day just sitting on her favorite bench, watching people pass her by. The crowd was alive, just like the summer was. District Two was no longer hollow and dry like it had been of the previous. Now, everyone was buslting around again, no longer shying away from the ugly heat. Mud was caking her shoes again, but shoes were the least of her worries. That baby was. Now a little bit over three weeks pregnant, Morgaine was already fearing the stretch marks. How could she have seen past it all? Let Nyklus sleep with her, she had actually fallen in love with him. Morgaine had fallen in love with a gay. He hadn't told her until the same day she told him she was pregnant with his kid. And now, she was alone. She would have never done what she did if she knew she was going to end up like this. Alone, and pregnant.

Morgaine wondered if her baby was a girl or a boy, if it was anything at all yet. She had lost count of the days. Maybe she was almost four weeks pregnant. Ether way, she could no longer be a career. Careers can't balance training and a freaking kid. Nyklus was still out there, training, but Morgaine couldn't do any of that anymore. And she wanted Nyklus to burn for it.

The heavy responsibility that was suddenly forced onto the girl's shoulders was too much to bear. She could have killed the baby, and gotten rid of this problem easy, but it was just too barbaric to really think about. Killing something that had never even opended it's eyes. And that it was something that was was a part of, and someone that she thought she had loved, had loved, was the other half of this child. Morgaine knew she had to sever Nyklus from her life, but she couldn't when one day, she would have his child walking around.

Now, she felt her skin prickle with malice. This wasn't how she wanted her life to go. It was in the can way too early. After her back injury it had been walking a path there, but when she got knocked up by a guy who was gay... that ended her. Now, she was just as cold as Antarctica. Heartless bitch who was a danger to the life inside of her. Only, was she?

Morgaine had fallen in love for the first time, felt needed by a human being, and actually shoved aside her bitchy exterior and and her heart melted to butter. Now, the steel was back up, partially. The kid was what was stopping it. She couldn't raise a kid hating it. How could she even do this? Her back was hurting like hell, probably because of the baby, but so was her head. All she needed was to take a rewind and prevent all of this from ever happening.

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