They're Not Coming to Take Me Away [gxk]
Jul 6, 2011 18:42:07 GMT -5
Post by aya on Jul 6, 2011 18:42:07 GMT -5
Stark Harper —
Few things had been worse for Stark's ego than her recent stint in the Capitol-organized… well, in the weeks she'd spent musing about it, Stark had decided that "terrorist organization" summed up the so-called "Murderess Band" more accurately than anything else she was able to muster. Though the group of girls had been out of commission for a good number of months — Stark had heard no word from anyone at all regarding the Band — thoughts of their deeds still lingered in her mind, along with the insatiable bloodlust that had been amplified by her stint legally cutting people to bits. Her inclusion in the group at all still caused the pale teen's pride to surge, and, even months later, bits of self-praise for her work still showered Stark on a constant basis.
For this reason, interaction with the general populace of District One interested Stark less and less as she regarded herself as more and more superior, even as time wore on. People had become generally less intriguing to the Career who'd had more actual battle experience than most, to the Career who'd stuck a number of people with her switchblade (among other sharp implements) since the first time she'd sliced through human flesh at the tender age of twelve. Not that she'd been particularly interested in the Hunger Games — or training for them — in years. Talking about a subject that she considered beneath her with people who she knew weren't worth her notice — that is, the rest of her district with limited exceptions — completely bored her.
That was why Stark Harper was currently sitting in the corner of the post-Reaping party, absolutely hating life. Attendance wasn't necessarily compulsory, but to not show up socially disqualified oneself from volunteering or competing in the Games the following year due to "lack of interest." And while Stark really wasn't terribly interested in being a Victor for the fame or glory of it, she still viewed the competition as a springboard for the legitimate career she wanted to pursue: Gamemaking. Despite the help in acquiring infamy that the Murderess Band had provided her, she still doubted the strength of her connections and notoriety as compared to the Capitolites that she would need to compete with. After all, the Capitol was one giant social network, and it was next to impossible to get any sort of worthy position from the outside. She'd need any advantage she could get, and if the Games could provide this leg up — because there was no doubt in her mind that she would win, considering the past several victors had been lowlifes from District 12, with one Career that Stark considered to below her own skill level thrown in for variety's sake.
The worst part was that she knew that she'd have to talk to people eventually, just so that she had some sort of alibi. Just in case someone sensed her legitimate disinterest (although how anyone would ever get that from the glares that she exchanged with others instead of conversation) in the Games and wanted to question her commitment. Even though such accusations were dismissed fairly easily with the proper application of mild violence, Stark ultimately decided it would be easier to go the "socially acceptable" route of finding someone that could vouch for her if questioned. As much as she'd grown accustomed to frequently maiming others during her stint in the M-Band, it almost seemed unreasonable to resort to wounding anyone who questioned her; that would be far too much work. Not to mention the danger of mutilating a Career with too many connections: they were a cliquey bunch, often blindly loyal to one another despite in-fighting. The last thing Stark needed was to make a dozen new enemies in her efforts to prove that she was interested and enthusiastic about the Hunger Games, which she truthfully was not.
Occasionally, she wondered what her life would be like if she'd been raised in District 12, as her father had been before he was transferred to the gem mines. She wouldn't have to deal with the stupid politics of the Career district that claimed her as its own. For one thing, she'd probably already be a Victor, based on the current trend. Maybe she'd already be participating in Games planning — not for these Hunger Games, which were probably worked on when she was twelve, but perhaps for the 63rd or the upcoming special event for the 60th. And she wouldn't be at this stupid party, for another.
With a sigh, she stood up and forced herself into the throng of people who were all circling about as sharks in bloody water (this was an expression she'd picked up during her brief stint in District 4 on M-Band business; Stark herself had never seen a shark, but particularly enjoyed the similarity between the name of the bloodthirsty monster and the aquatic animal — after all, "shark" and "Stark" shared all letters but one.) Snippets of conversation planted themselves in her ears against her will; truthfully she did not care one way or the other if "that Soyala girl's a young one! Only fifteen, huh?" or about "the luck of that Hearst family! Allen's twin was a tribute in the Fifty-Sixth, remember?" although she couldn't resist smirking at the musing that "At least Allen can't do much worse than his brother, eh?" simply because the failures of others amused her.
This wasn't a strictly Career party, either; no, the Reapings were celebrated by the vast majority of the population. Those who envisioned themselves with the fame and glory that came with the house in Victor's Village, those whose reaping eligibility had long expired, and those who simply appreciated the relative safety from having to compete based on the sheer number of those willing to take the place of someone reaped alike enjoyed belonging to District One when the Hunger Games rolled around. After all, theirs was a district of both security and wealth; Stark saw it as a sort of miniature version of the Capitol — sans gaudy fashions — where the citizens had the option of competing in the Games rather than an immediate death sentence upon being selected. Here, there was nothing overly negative about the Hunger Games — except for from the perspectives of the families of those reaped, who generally felt the sting of disgrace when their children failed. But for the most part, Stark was fairly certain that nobody else was bothered.
Huh. Even in the middle of a crowd of people, Stark still preferred her own company to that of those around her. It made sense, of course — after all, it was hard for her to not look down on the people who surrounded her, especially considering her height. But she still needed some people to acknowledge her presence, just in case. If this was the one thing that kept her from the Games, ultimately preventing her from becoming a Gamemaker, Stark knew that she'd detest herself for the rest of her life. She had to do something, as much as it pained her.
The way she saw it, she had two options. One: she could call excessive and unnecessary attention to herself to the point where at least a handful of people would feel the need to bring it up occasionally until someone did something equally ridiculous at the next post-Reaping party. Stark despised the thought of negative attention, and hated being gossiped about. She'd put on an indifferent face, but it did bother her on some level. Two: she could make a few new friends, talk to a few people she wasn't exactly familiar with. Talking to people so far beneath her notice wasn't ideal, but it was preferable to making a scene.
Swallowing her inhibitions, she turned to the person on her immediate left and opened a conversation for some smalltalk, loathing the meaningless drivel she was certain would follow. Raising her voice slightly against the din of both bitter and enthusiastic remarks, Stark added her wry introduction to the mix. "I don't happen to know you, do I? You look familiar. Maybe from my knitting circle?" She paused briefly, hoping that the sarcasm wouldn't be lost, and that her new conversational partner wouldn't take her for a knitter. "I'm Stark," she said, accidentally drawing out the r some, before moving on to her last name: "Harper. You?"