A Lonely Rage [OPEN]
Sept 5, 2011 15:29:50 GMT -5
Post by 'G L O Wº on Sept 5, 2011 15:29:50 GMT -5
The female's eyes were filled with rage as she tried not to punch someone going out the school gates, it was just so hard not to. If the fear of getting in trouble with the peacekeepers weren't stopping her from doing it then someone would of been injured hours ago.[/size]
Some idiot had thought it would be a funny idea to drop a bucket of water on Kayris after running a 200 meter sprint as she was gasping for some air. Oh yeah, she ran around a track and looks a little tired lets pour a bucket of water on her! What genius's they were. Even though they were friends of hers for years all she wanted to do was get her fist deep into their skill maybe even kill them if it gave her the satisfaction of revenge. Before she could even start to run to them the teacher was already shouting at them, another already knowing my past of violent outbursts grabbed her securing in a way that she couldn't get out then took her away to get dried up.
Kay's fists balled up into tight fists walking around in the town, so hard that the bones looked like that they may tear through her pale skin like rice paper. Why were people so amused by seeing her in this state, being angry and wanting to attack people?! It was out of her reach to even start to understand why people would. Did they hate her? Did they want revenge for pranks she had pulled on them? To be honest there were many motives for them to do this but still she hated it being done to herself. Kayris just let herself fall against a tree, it wasn't really a private place with it being in the middle of town but it was good enough. No one would be able to see her face at least with all the long willow branches all nearly touching the ground; you'd have to squint your eyes to really get a realistically decent focus on her.
The girl let her hands grabonto the grass continuley pulling bits out letting her frustation out in a non-confrontational way. Well at least towards other people, for the grass it was getting the full wrath.
It seemed the only people in this world who never tried to encourage Kayris to be angry was her parents; so for that she never put a foot out of line for them. Yes she was known as a bit of a bad girl around this area but her parents always disagree, sometimes she had to wonder if she had some sort of personality disorder. Always acting like completely different person around certain situations and people but as usual her parents, always the exact same annoying words, 'it's just a phase'. Though people grow out of phases and she had had this all her life, didn't like she was going to grow out of this anytime soon. Though she couldn't bare to feel so angry all her life, to feel different. How does everyone managed to smile to hide their true emotions so easily? Self control? Well Kay had none of that and didn't really get the concept, to her that was like holding back your true self but obviously everyone disagreed. OK maybe self-control wasn't the worst thing in the world something like that might be useful thought easier said than done.
Would be nice if her friends supported her once in a while, all she desired was a true friend who wouldn't use her, wouldn't ditch her when she needs them most, just someone other than her parents really. Kayris looked up looking at all of the people in the square, easily right now she could get up make some new friends with new people, doubt was holding her back. That'd be a miracle to even find someone who'd put up with her through her good times let alone the bad.</div>