Hiro Isuzu district 10 (finished)

I'm no were near fat but I'm also not a stick I'm just normal sized. My hair is black with blondish streaks there natural. My fathers got blond hair my mother has really dark brown but mine is black and really short so I look like a guy. My eyes are kinda thin like my moms shes Asian at least thats what they say both my grand parents on her side have the thin eyes too. My eyes are hazel what speak up I cant hear you oh okay. My eyebrows black and normal sized from my dads being bushy and my moms being thin. My chin is kinda pointed I guess being half Asian and my ears well you know not sticking out well one I might as well not exist bull i'll tell you about that later. I'm not that tall only 5,7.

I ware a camo shirt its a guys one so its tight across my chest but its kinda baggy so it isn't too tight as I know it will be, I have a camo dress shirt as well I ware on special occasions. I have a red dog tag around my neck it has worn out writing but my mom wrote over it wrote a odd symbol and my name HIRO on the other in white paint. Pants, cargo pants there now caprices because I've had them for so long. Shoes worn out guys hiking boots. Yes all my stuff is guys stuff so don't bother me about it.

I prefer hira but my parent wanted a boy and they already had told every one they knew that I was going to be named Hiro so I'm stuck with it. Oh and I'm half deaf I cant hear with my left ear its useless. I'm tired of having my parents trying to make me into the boy they can never have. Oh and I was born with out use of my left ear it sounds stupid but it cant hear out of it. My hearing impairment is not that bad its all I know why would I ever want to know what its like to hear with it that would mean change and as you may know I don't like big changes.

I love my dog, guild dog kiri she helps me around and is my left ear. She attracts attention that I don't want though but it is easier to know when to stop and were things are with her. I have always been less aware of my surroundings since I cant hear with my left ear if you try to talk to me on that side I hear you as a whisper from the other ear. Don't judge me, I love to cook and I do for my family every day since my mom only cleans and feeds the animals witch I do part time. My mom likes to pretend I'm a boy she tells me to get a girlfriend which I wont and asks me when my friends will come over when I finally brought one it was a girl and she asked if she was my girlfriend boy was I mad I grew my hair out which made her made.

I'm not male I'm female born that was raised for a while as one but I am forced to masquerade as one. Okay some times I wish I was male because then my parents would stop pushing me so much but I'm not so it makes me think I failed but how could I. I was not in charge of what gender I became. I'm insecure My parents want me to be a boy people tease me for being half deaf so how could I not at least I am not half blind as well is all I tell myself. I am very deep well not in like they way your thinking of well kinda I don't talk like that I barely even talk some people even think I'm mute but I think a lot thats all. I need friends well I don't but my dad thinks it would help hes not as much wanting me to be a boy but he still wants me to be one he tells me friends help but I'm pretty sure he means guy friends. Thats who I am, Hira Isuzu the girl who is half deaf and forced to be a boy thats me.

My mom almost died in child birth so I'm an only child. My parents were arranged to be married. Its a tradition from my moms side they actually made a deal with my father parents to have them marry they were teenagers at the time. My dad told my mom I will have a Asian name but he would not marry me off to any one so I'm lucky in that way. My parents were secretly dating before that so they got married like they would have any way but my grandparents got a cow with it ya my grandparents got a cow well that was my dads parents who got it. How my mom almost died well she lost a lot of blood and had a hard pregnancy so ya they are not going to risk that again just for a boy that they may never get.

We live on a small farm with five cows two sheep and a pig its female and pregnant with one of the neighboring pigs. Oh and we have a bull so its actually four cows. Also we have three dogs two female one male the oldest two are the parent of the youngest they had three other puppies but we sold them. The youngest pup is my guild dog well kinda I named her kirei it means beautiful well my mom says it does I call her kiri for short I take her every wear. I was born exactly a week and three days after the hunger games ended. I do most of the work on the farm and almost half inside.

I didn't have a rough child hood when I was young before I started to go to school my parents treated me as a girl called me hira thats how I know it but the day I started school I was a boy in there eyes anyway they even filled to have me sent to the capitol and be surgely turned into a boy. Lucky for me they didn't have enough money to even get me there so I'm still a girl. When I was 13, kiri was born along with her brothers My parents wanted to keep a boy but I fell in love with kiri and she did with me. Last year my mom told my dad she wanted another child he told her he didn't want to loose her and they didn't. Thats how my life went from being a girl to being forced to be a guy but still a girl here.

hiro (high-rue) isuzu (is-you-zoo)
hira (high-ra) short A
thats the pronounceation

kiri (cure-y) kirei (kie-re)kie is like pie but with a k insted of a p