this is just the {prologue} // glee auditions
Dec 2, 2011 1:50:45 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Dec 2, 2011 1:50:45 GMT -5
jace vincent wheaton
THE WORD IS OUT THIS TOWN CAN HARDLY BREATHE
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[/size] last bell signaling the end of the school day was always a much more joyful thing to me than it was for most people it meant freedom it meant drumming until the world slowed down and i was too tired to play anymore it meant not having to be quiet or sit still or wither under teachers' glares even though I've never met a self-respecting teenager who would rather be sitting in a classroom than doing something else (although Ophelia seems to adore sitting front row center in Speks' English class which makes me question her self-worth just the tiniest bit). But today it's different, today the dull tone that erupts from a nest of crackles and pops in the tinny speakers on the wall of every class room in Thirteen's secondary school triggers more anticipation than it's given me since I was here as a student rather than a teacher.[main;82ABA7]
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Ten minutes until auditions.
True, a less-than-full sign up sheet (and even then there were fake names - didn't make me mad, though, I've written my share of Dixie Normous's and I.P. Freelee's in my time) and a less-than-warm reception from anyone over the age of eighteen (what kind of malarkey are you putting into these kids' heads, Wheaton? They're doing poorly enough on their exams without running off to sing or dance or whatever it is you're cooking up after school every day!) had initially been enough to make me question whether or not a glee club was what this subterranean hellhole of a district really needed, but in addition to being a spaz really my world just moves faster than everyone else's and everything blurs together until it's a colorful explosion of sensory overload and apparently that means there's something wrong with me I'm also stubborn as all get out and it was going to take more than the same glares I've put up with for my whole life or something silly like a lack of interest dissuade me.
Speaking of glares, the collective one I get when I dash into the teacher's lounge to grab a pile of papers and my drum sticks I'd walked off earlier and forgotten i ended up losing track of time and realized that i was late and didn't realize i'd left them until i reached for the sticks and they weren't there is powerful enough that I swear I can feel scorch marks burning their way into any exposed flesh. Of course no one here gets it, with their math and science and all of those things I was never good at clouding their minds to something that could actually do these kids some good. Art is hard to come by when you live in a uniform totalitarian cave, and I guess I'm the only one who seems to think that fact is a downright shame. No, I'm filling the heads of our youth with utter nonsense, making more work for the rest of the stiff-spine authority figures who will have to sort the hoodlums out and knock the rhythms out of their heads (like they tried and tried to do to me until they realized I was a hopeless case). To all of the assembled "educators" here in this room that smells like old, watered-down coffee and paper hot off the copier, I am committing an unforgivable sin.
I shoot them all the biggest, sunniest smile I can muster, picking up the papers and waltzing out of the place whistling merrily. You can only blame so much on the ADHD, and I've always been a rebellious little shit no matter how many pills they tried to give me.
"Hello, hello, hello, ladies and gentlemen, and welcome to the first annual District Thirteen Secondary School glee club auditions!" A smaller audience than I would have liked, only five kids, three boys and two girls, but at least there were some who cared enough to show up. It's a start. A fragile, tentative start, but a start. So maybe I was a little late walking back into the music room i got sidetracked in the hallway by a million things and accidentally wandered off in the wrong direction to greet the... audition-ees? Auditioners? Glee club hopefuls, at any rate. But it appears that the gang's all here, so I toss the stack of papers on top of the horificaly messy surface of my desk and start fiddling with one of the drum sticks, twirling it absentmindedly i just always have to move or it feels like everything gets too fast and the world floods my lungs and i drown in the rush as I walk back to stand in front of the small group, grinning like an idiot.
"Now, some of you may already know me if you have me for class." A widened smile for Abril and Isabella, both of whom I've been around for long enough to know they have a considerable amount of talent, and then I turn to the others, who aren't so familiar. "And for those of you that haven't experienced the joy of the music curriculum yet, I'm Mr. Wheaton. I also answer to Jace, Teach, or 'hey you with the face.' I'm not picky."
I can never get over how odd it feels, standing in front of kids that I'm only two or three years older than at the most and talking like I'm some sort of authority figure. It was much harder at first, taking a leadership role when I'd been shoved to the back of the line my whole life, but now i feel like when i teach that i'm finally doing something right and it's the best feeling in the world it's gotten to be second-nature over time, commanding attention and trying to keep things lively in a way that I always wished my own teachers had. Still twirling the drum stick, I scoot aside a pile of papers (there are a million of them, I don't know how they multiply so fast) on the desk and sit there, surveying each one of them in turn: Abril, all eager energy and a thirst to prove herself that's never quenched. Isabella, always ready to smile and with such a huge voice in that tiny body that she could shock the hell out of anyone that's never heard her sing before. And then the boys, none of whom I know. One is smartly-dressed and groomed to perfection, although he looks painfully shy, all hunched in on himself like he doesn't think he should be here. The other two seem much more extroverted, both good-looking and seemingly good-natured, one dark-haired and one blonde. Five kids. Well, we've got to start somewhere.
"You guys are all here because you want to sing. Well, either that or you got the wrong location for the chess club meeting, which is down the hall." Another smile, but I'm secretly hoping that no one gets up and leaves. "Anyway, the audition process is simple. You guys had access to the music archives all week to pick your audition soundtrack. You'll come up, say your name and what you're singing, pop the soundtrack in that stereo over there, and well... you'll sing. I would say that's all there is to it, but it's really not as simple as 'just singing.' Some of you are musicians, and you'll know what I'm talking about when I say that music can move people in ways you'd never imagined. You performing music can make people laugh, it can make them cry, it can shake their freaking souls, and I don't care who you are, that's a pretty badass thing to be able to do. So basically what I'm telling you to do on this audition is give it your all. Let the music take over, it'll know what to do. This is as much about how much you can connect with your piece as it is your vocal talent, which we can always work to improve. You can't work on emotional connection, it just has to be there."
A pause for me to catch my breath and let all the word-vomit sink in i have all these words and they trip and stumble over one another to be heard and sometimes i just can't stop before I'm looking at each one of them again, wondering if this thing is actually going to get off the ground. "All right, I'm not putting you guys on the spot and making you sing before you're ready. Any brave volunteers want to go first?"
A hand goes up and I smile, waving its owner forward. It's a start.[/justify][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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