Crush issues,</3
Mar 11, 2012 12:05:41 GMT -5
Post by Micah on Mar 11, 2012 12:05:41 GMT -5
So, this is just me venting my feelings because I need somewhere to write this down. So I have a crush on this girl Kim. I don't have any classes with her, but I see her in the hall a few times a day. The bad part about this is I went to middle school with this girl and I had a crush on her all through 6th grade 7th and the beginning of 8th. During 8th grade Kim started liking me and we were close to dating, but she suddenly stopped talking to me because she liked some other guy. I got over her finally and started dating this girl Alex, We dated during December during winter break so we were off school. Kim didn't know I was dating Alex and she texted me one night telling me she loved me and all this. I didn't know what to do and my stomach and heart were in a tangle. I broke up with Alex, and didn't go with her or Kim. I got bitched at by every one of Alex's friends, and was hated by her for awhile. A few weeks after that I asked Kim out and she said no, she liked me and someone else and couldn't decide who she liked more, she told me "I think part of your heart will always be with me, and part of mine with you". I was so fed up with everyone in the "popular" group, Kim and Alex and there friends. I met this girl outside of the popular group Sandy and we dated most of the end of 8th grade and start of summer. Going into high school, 9th grade where I am now, I was sort of reunited with the popular people where I was. I met a lot of new people, most importantly new girls, and I never really liked a girl but I went to parties with some, and did some things I'm not proud of. After all this, and not hearing from Kim for a long time. I talked to her for the first time in awhile and we became friends again. I fell for her, AGAIN, but we never talk and I can tell she doesn't like me, Kim has again left my heart shattered, carrying a bigger piece of my heart then I, or she knew. End of story, I have the biggest crush on a girl who won't take a chance on me, a few years ago, or now.
Sorry if this doesn't make sense I just needed to write it down and vent my feelings.
Sorry if this doesn't make sense I just needed to write it down and vent my feelings.