Any news? (open)
Jan 9, 2012 18:53:20 GMT -5
Post by I.aM.mE on Jan 9, 2012 18:53:20 GMT -5
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live
So take your time
And live and let live
I'm so tired. Today has been quiet, it's already three and nothing exciting has happened yet. I hung out with family, but that is never as fun as what could be happening. I guess I shouldn't complain. I mean, it isn't as bad as a day as it could be.
I wish I could swim, but I don't want to freeze my butt off. It would be a real depressing day if I went swimming and got sick, I haven't fished for a few weeks either. Mostly due to the fact that my parents don't like that idea. It is cold, probably 40 degrees, it will probably get colder when the sun starts to go down in a few hours.
I shiver as the wind brushes through my black hair, gah it is cold compared to what I want it to be. I let the sleeves come down my arms on my flannel black and white shirt and let them cover my arms so I don't have to feel the wind on my arms. Wonder what is fun to do right now, I really need to think of something to do.
I reach into my bag, yes, I am carrying a bag with me today. It has my lunch in it so why not? I pulled out an apple and stand up to start walking down the beach. The water is so beautiful, but I can feel the chill coming from the sea. I don't know whether or not to stay here, or try to head home. Find out about my doctors notice. I was told that I may be sick again. I cheated death when I was born. I don't want to have to do it again.
Bad headaches had been whats started this, I hope I can stop getting these migranes. Hopefully life gets better soon, or maybe I find out if its just a bad cold or something with a lot of mucus in my head. That would be a lot better then more tumors.
I love the feeling of sand between my toes. It is much better then wearing shoes in the sand and just feeling the sand squish under your feet. I had put my shoes and socks in the bag as soon as I got onto the beach.