The Pen is Mightier Than the Sword {Gemma}
Oct 23, 2011 20:29:31 GMT -5
Post by lyss on Oct 23, 2011 20:29:31 GMT -5
Nereida {Marina Ricardo}
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Do you ever feel like a plastic bag?
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
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Do you ever feel like a plastic bag?
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
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I clutch my thin, purple notebook, pressing it against my chest. Stuck in the silver spiral running down the spine of the notebook is a black pen, filled to the brim with ink. These two items mean the world to me; they are almost more important than food and water. If I were to lose either of these things, I would lose my connection to the world. Of course, I can always buy more, but they could never be as special as the ones I hold now. I've written many things in this notebook with that pen. I've written songs, love letters, notes to friends. Some of them still remain in here, never to be read.
I'm almost at school, the place that condemns me. I force my head down, allowing my eyes to stare at the ground. I try to slip into school unnoticed so that I can avoid teasing until homeroom. The teasing is light, of course. As I get older, more and more people decide that I'm not that bad and that it would be a good idea to stop teasing me. Plus, I've used up a lot of paper recently on telling people about how close my operation is. I'm sure that people would enjoy hearing my voice for the first time. They want to know what a girl who hasn't spoken in years would sound like.
The wind suddenly blasts at me, as if pushing me into the building. I skid in front of the shiny glass door, squeezing my eyes shut in anger as I do. I fling the door open and stride into the building, the confidence flowing out of my body. The students go silent as I flit around the halls. Some whisper remarks to their friends, while other remain silent, as if honoring me. I try not to look at any of them as I fling myself at my locker. The long, green monster creaks as I violently spin my combination lock. I can't tell anybody what the numbers are, for I can't remember them myself. I've gotten in a routine where the feel of the lock in my hand answer the question of my combination for me. I throw a stack of books out on the floor and slam my locker shut. Turning to the pile of useless junk, I lay my notebook on the very top of the pile before picking it all up. I scurry to my homeroom, keeping my head down the whole way.
I'm one of the last one's there as usual, so I have many people to push through. Once I reach my desk, forth row, fourth seat, I drop all of my stuff on the floor with a loud thump, only taking care to pick up my spiral notebook. I sit down and silently thumb through my notebook, looking for the page that says HERE in big letters. I place it back on my desk, ready to get this day over with. I turn to my right and try not to groan, which is something I can easily accomplish. Fleet sits next to me, and he is now currently on the top of his desk, his back towards me, chatting away with the group of classmates that torture me the most. Fleet doesn't join in with their constant name-calling and crude jokes, though. He's always been too nice for that.
A jock that's sitting on the desk next to Fleet's catches my glance before I manage to drop it. I let my eyes linger too much. I pretend I'm interested in the conversation, but I know that won't help. I wait for the stinging remark to leave his mouth.
"Hey, mute chick! I see you checkin' out my boy again! Why don't you give up on him and go for me babe? I can give you everything you'll ever want."
I feel my cheeks burn. I don't like Fleet, not in any way. Sure, he's nicer than most guys I meet, but I still have my reasons. I have a page in my notebook somewhere that has plenty. I turn my head back in his direction and note that Fleet is sitting perfectly still and silent as his friends laugh at me.
"Shut up, Dave!"
One of the few friends I have comes to my aid, and I am grateful. She must have slipped in the room when I wasn't looking. I wait for Fleet's group to make a comment, but the bell rang, signaling the beginning of homeroom. Everybody rushed to their seats, and Fleet slipped in his seat next me. The teacher begins calling roll, and when she gets to my name I raise my notebook up in the air. I quickly slap it back on my desk, flipping to an empty page. I wince as I put it on the floor, taking care to make less noise this time. I put my pen in the middle of the page and slowly slid the book over to Fleet with my foot. I'm not sure why I didn't write anything first, but I just don't know what to say. I've never talked to Fleet since I've always seemed to despise him. Why should I judge him, though, when so many judge me?
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Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin?
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?
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Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin?
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?
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