Safekeeping [JackLexington]
Jan 28, 2012 16:42:44 GMT -5
Post by semper on Jan 28, 2012 16:42:44 GMT -5
Devroux Southern-Hymn Creighton
Seriously, I need to get out of this District. Lily and Colton aren't here, so I need to try looking somewhere else. Get some progress on the search. For heaven's sake, I've been searching every District I came across and I haven't found them. I'm starting to fear the worst, in all honesty. Don't you think I would have found them by now if they were in this District? Or even District 5? I would've found them by now. It's been nearly a year, and even though I've failed so far, I'm not going to give up. Sooner or later I'm going to find them and I'm not going to leave them. I don't care what people say, I'll pretend to be Lily's personal Avox. No one has to know that I'm Colton's father. In fact, for his sake, I think it'd be better for no one to know his father's an Avox. I don't want anyone to make fun of him... if I found out that they were bickering at him because of me, I'd go ballistic.
I sigh and pull my jacket tighter around myself, crossing my arms across my chest and ducking my head so that most of my neck was sheltered from the wintry wind. I was sitting on a large rock at the base of a tree, leaning back against the rough, frozen trunk. My hood was up also so that no one would recognize me -- or at least that was the plan -- and I brought my knees up to my chest, giving more warmth to my arms. Snow was falling quite heavily and the wind was biting and stinging, causing me to shiver. Really, I needed to get away from here. I had to find some shelter, but in all honesty.... and much to my regret.... I'm lost. And I never get lost. I've been here a few times before, but when everything looks exactly the same all covered in a thick and ever-growing layer of white, there's no one someone could not get lost. There was a wide area in front of me and I guess it's a road, but at the moment I'm too tired to move. A violent shiver quakes me and I tighten my arms around myself, bending my head over so that my forehead is pressing against my soaked jeans, trying to keep my face out of the fierce wind as much as possible. Tired and cold. If the Uprising taught me anything, it's to never fall asleep in the freezing weather. But I'm so tired.... I soon discover that my eyes are closed, but I don't care. Hypothermia would soon kill me and already my toes and fingers were completely numb, along with my face, and the rest of my body is quickly heading down the same road. I really need a fire, but every thing's soaking.... hell, maybe there's even ice falling, but I'm so cold and numb I don't notice. All I can feel is the water from melted snow (the snow keeps piling on me, though, since it's falling like a blizzard) dripping onto my back and neck, the whipping and icy wind making me much colder than I really should be. Oh, who really cares? No one would know if I die right here of freezing to death. Lily wouldn't know. Luk wouldn't know. No one would.