Really... Just, just really {OPEN}
Jan 19, 2012 0:54:30 GMT -5
Post by BB on Jan 19, 2012 0:54:30 GMT -5
Last year, last year I saw many things, from the games anyway. I saw two lovers torn apart right in front of my, the young sister of a victor brutally killed, and a brutal kid from ten win it all. Last years games were intense and, to a degree very frightening. It left many people with cheers of joy and some with a hole in their heart that will never be filled. But what did it leave me, young mister Wolfgang Lee. It left me with a feeling of anger and regret. Last year I told a young boy by the name of Julian Bryze that the one he loved, Midas Farrow, would come back, and that we were due for a victor by now. Guess who got that wrong.
I know that odds on he didn't even hear me but that changes nothing about how I feel. I lied to the boy, and no matter what I can never take that back. Never will I be able to tell someone that everything will be alright without remembering what I said to Julian, Never again will I ever be able to go to the reapings with out ever be able to go to the reapings without feeling the sting of what happened, And Never again will I be able to look at the games the same way again. Sure I didn't know Madis and I sure as hell don't know Julian, but that doesn't change how I feel. I guess that's another thing that makes me "soft" as my father puts it. The worst part was when Julian was reaped, that tore into me knowing that both Madis and Julian went in, back to back, with a good likely hood of Julian facing the same fate as his lover.
I need to clear my head and I need to clear it badly so slip on my brown winter coat and head outside. The weather outside is freezing, but that's to be expected when you live inside A FREAKING MOUNTAIN! Honestly who's idea was this? I can bet you that this came about from a bunch of morons all sitting in a room together all trying to figure out the best ways to screw with the districts when one guy said. "Hay lets have the people who make our weapons dig out the center of a mountain and live there." Freaking brilliant right WRONG! They're lucky that everyone else here blindly follows their every orders with out question, morons.
As I walk down the street I see someone, someone I clearly don't know, and since I don't know them I just keep walking along, not even caring. As I walk though I can feel a snow ball hit me right in the back of the head. Beyond annoyed I turn around and see the culprit, or in this case culprits. Three young boys, not even twelve, decided that apparently it would be a great idea to screw around with a career who's clearly not in the best mood today. I growl at them and quickly grab a hand full of snow, but right before I can release my newly made snow ball another one come whizzing right by me, and right into the face of the middle kid. Maybe I should have paid attchion to the kid behind me after all.
I know that odds on he didn't even hear me but that changes nothing about how I feel. I lied to the boy, and no matter what I can never take that back. Never will I be able to tell someone that everything will be alright without remembering what I said to Julian, Never again will I ever be able to go to the reapings with out ever be able to go to the reapings without feeling the sting of what happened, And Never again will I be able to look at the games the same way again. Sure I didn't know Madis and I sure as hell don't know Julian, but that doesn't change how I feel. I guess that's another thing that makes me "soft" as my father puts it. The worst part was when Julian was reaped, that tore into me knowing that both Madis and Julian went in, back to back, with a good likely hood of Julian facing the same fate as his lover.
I need to clear my head and I need to clear it badly so slip on my brown winter coat and head outside. The weather outside is freezing, but that's to be expected when you live inside A FREAKING MOUNTAIN! Honestly who's idea was this? I can bet you that this came about from a bunch of morons all sitting in a room together all trying to figure out the best ways to screw with the districts when one guy said. "Hay lets have the people who make our weapons dig out the center of a mountain and live there." Freaking brilliant right WRONG! They're lucky that everyone else here blindly follows their every orders with out question, morons.
As I walk down the street I see someone, someone I clearly don't know, and since I don't know them I just keep walking along, not even caring. As I walk though I can feel a snow ball hit me right in the back of the head. Beyond annoyed I turn around and see the culprit, or in this case culprits. Three young boys, not even twelve, decided that apparently it would be a great idea to screw around with a career who's clearly not in the best mood today. I growl at them and quickly grab a hand full of snow, but right before I can release my newly made snow ball another one come whizzing right by me, and right into the face of the middle kid. Maybe I should have paid attchion to the kid behind me after all.