Ashes and Alleyways {Aya}
Dec 30, 2011 20:08:09 GMT -5
Post by Sherlock is real. on Dec 30, 2011 20:08:09 GMT -5
THINKING//SPEAKING
Tank's cigarette was almost done, the ash dropping to the ground, falling on a pair of green army boots. The ash was the worst part of the cigarette; it made everything stink like trash, not to mention it stained her hands.
Tank kicked the black residue off her shoes and flicked the butt at the garbage bin across from her. She recently found herself smoking in the same alleyway every day, watching the same, poor citizens of district three rush to their jobs through the small opening. She hated the industry of district three, mostly because the Capitol didn’t appreciate the work that goes into making those weapons. Even if the firearms made in those factories were shoddy. If Tank wasn’t labelled a clinical ‘retard’, she could show those workers a thing or two about quality workmanship.
Tank pulled out a second smoke from her jacket pocket and pulled off the paper cover. She always had to check these homemade cigs for gunpowder. Gunpowder got into everything in District three; Tank learned this after lighting the first one she was given. She almost blew off her hand, though she was smart enough to drop it before it exploded.
As soon as Tank confirmed there was no gunpowder; she rolled it back up, lit it with a match and fixed it between her lips. Tank only had enough pocket change to get a pack a day, one pack of bitter weed sold at the outer edges of the district. She heard that some kid dug under the fence and found a field of weed, freshly grown weed. He was shot when the Peacekeepers found him, of course, but a gang of men made a deal with the Peacekeepers. Tank didn’t know the details, she was happy enough getting an adequate amount smokes to quench her cravings using the money she had. The matches didn’t come as cheap, though. For that reason, Tank took the matchbook from the drawer beside the hearth. They never lit fires anyway.
Tank inhaled deeply, ensuring the smoke reached the back of her throat. Smoking was painful; it hurt her gums and the top of her mouth, Tank figured the inside of her mouth was rotting from the years of smoking cigarette after cigarette. She didn’t care much; she’d rather die slowly and naturally than having your life selfishly taken away from you without your permission.
Tank scowled, she pulled the cigarette out of her mouth and let the smoke pour from between her teeth. It curled in an uncanny way, desperately pushing itself away from the earth. Her helmet blocked her view of the smoke; she almost wished she could look up and watch it fly away. She longed to be as light as the smoke, free to curl whichever way she wanted, free to leave like her mother wanted her to.
“Barrel, trigger, receiver, pintle...” she recited before drawing in another breath of pungent smoke