Re: [\brenson-zim-charydczak.[wanderer|*fin}-

a p p e a r a n c e ,

You weigh at 189 pounds and 8 ounces. Your wealthy family, training, and eating healthy had earned you a healthy weight. You're proud of this, as you wouldn't want to be obese in any way - and you definitely wouldn't want to be as skinny as a toothpick. You're not too tall for your age, but at 6 feet and 2 inches, you are no shrimp. You're flexible legs and straight body posture helped you reach a height in which you're proud of. Your torso is squared, giving you a uniform look. You have a nice set of abs, but you also have welts and scars on your stomach - which you don't like to think, or talk, about. Your back also has bruises, but, you have back dimples. You also have some acne on your back. Your have broad shoulders, as your dad has told you many times over and over again, broad shoulders make you look more intimidating. You have a short neck, but it doesn't look chubby. Instead, your neck has an "Adam's Apple", and it slightly moves up and down when you talk in a low, almost growling voice.

Your have long legs, which help you achieve a great height, but also help you run faster. You also have thick thighs, or some would say 'fat thighs'. Your feet are extremely large, and you can barely ever find a shoe that's wide enough for your wide feet. Your toenails are covered in dirt, because when you shower, you don't bother washing underneath them. Your left pinky toe has a disgusting wart that's been there since you were six, and you have new clue how it was formed. You have long arms, which if spread-out would obviously equal your height. Just like your legs, they have muscle and make it easy for you to lift things. Training in the Training Center helps your arms gain the muscle you need - along with eating healthy. Your elbows sort of stick out in a funny way, almost like a chicken. Large, blistery hands are something you've required from using weapons in the Training Center too much. Your fingers are long, and bend in a funny way - but that doesn't stop them from being mildly chubby.

Sometimes you can't decided if you have an oval-shaped face or a square-shaped face, mainly because at the bottom of your medium-sized head is where your smooth chin sticks out. Your hair is brown, and turns almost blond in the light. Your dark hair is rather short, as it barely covers the top of your ears. Your hair is also greasy and hard to manage, but that doesn't stop you from trying. Also, your hair just roughly covers some of your forehead. When you're concentrating, wrinkles show up on your forehead. Your eyes are dark, and almost appear black. With closer inspection, you can tell they're in fact brown. Your eyes are small, and look like they're always squinting. Your eyebrows barely curve, and enhance your emotions - when you smile, they seem to flicker up. Your eyelashes are extremely thin and dark, and hard to see when you ten feet away or further. You have a small nose which is short and fat. When you get frustrated, you scrunch it up making wrinkles appear. Your cheeks are full and never appear sullen or thin. Small ears are something that give you a less manly look, but at least they aren't pointy like an elf's. Your skin is always a dark tan color, even when you get embarrassed, you can never really see a shade a of red.

You have thin, salmon covered lips that cover teeth. Your teeth are a nasty shade of yellow, but that doesn't stop you from smiling sometimes. Your clothing is normal, and nothing too fancy. In the hot temperatures, you prefer to wear short-sleeved shirts with a pair of gym-shorts and sandals. When the weather gets rather chilly, you wear some long-sleeved shirts, a jacket, long pants, and some running shoes. Most of the time in the cold times of the year - like Winter - you'll wear a jacket, a sweat-shirt, a long-sleeved shirt, sweatpants, and boots. Most of the time, you make sure you're dressed to Train, or do something athletic. When you wear clothes, or buy them, you don't care if they're a fancy brand, or the cheapest brand, as long as it's comfortable. The only extra thing you wear is a watch, which is only so you can keep track of the time.

p e r s o n a l i t y ,

You're what some would call a 'Career Trainer' - mainly because you Train for The Hunger Games. You don't like training, but you'd rather endure five hours of a sword-fight than getting abused from your dad. You don't particularly hate The Hunger Games, you are from the wealthiest District, and your family is wealthy, or what's left of it. Your dad makes you Train every day because if you don't you'd most likely die in The Hunger Games, and your dad hates wimps. Plus, you also need to train to keep your muscles ripped and your posture good - your dad is more strict than thought possible. You also enjoy sports, and your favorite class in school is gym. You try your best to keep fit, and it seems to be working. But even though your fit and healthy, your rather dumb and not very smart. Heck, you don't even understand sarcasm! Instead of Training all the time, you could study once in a while. Also, you don't understand simple terms. Whenever someone says that you eat like a bird, you give a thank you. Of course you don't realize birds get food puke - you think they're one of the neatest animals. Eve though you eat in a messy way, you eat healthy. Your favorite foods are: pasta, salad, steak, and most of all, fried beans. You'll only eat junk foods on special occasions, like a holiday.

Despite your dad's 'problems', you tend to think on the positive side. Sure, you do use some 'self-medication' here-or-there - but at least it keeps you healthy. You often tend to get hallucinations when you're 'high', and you often get scared and cuddle under your blankets. Your dad doesn't know about your dirty little secret, and you plan to keep it that way for a long time. Actually, not a single soul knows about you and your self-medication. The only type of drug you know of is Glitz, which makes you giggle and stare at nothing, but you don't notice, you feel better than you ever have in your life. Also, music helps you feel better, and as your high in your room, blasting music, you feel like your life is almost complete. But then... reality comes back and your getting hit with a belt.

You're straight, and you like girls. You're actually obsessed with girls, and when you like one, it's really obvious when you're flirting. You usual try to make your self sound tough. But sometimes, you act like you're sweet and kind - because in the inside, you are. You have had some crushes on girls, but when you get into a relationship, you screw it up - you're caught 'flirting' with another girl, or perhaps you're just not exactly talking to your girlfriend. Whatever it is, you don't deserve it. Even though you're hurt, when they dump you, you act tough and strong. You're not the most mature person, which also explains why some girls break up with you, they think you're too childish. You actually used to be all serious, but realized life wouldn't get any better, so you cheered up.

The only things that makes you seem like you belong in District One are:
*-----how you Train for The Hunger Games.
**-----your wealthy family
But your family doesn't bother using the extra money to buy clothes, or non-needed food - which is part of the reason you're rich; you actually know how to use money wisely. You don't go around making yourself look like a 'ten.'

Your parents - Jake Charydczak and Colleen McFred - met at a bar. Your mom, Colleen, didn't like to drink, but her friend was working there, and she wanted to spend some time there. Jake, your dad, did have a drinking problem, and was there to simply get drunk. Your mom actually though Jake was attractive, and so they started going out. Of course, your mom knew Jake had a drinking problem, but she tried to help him stop - and it worked for a while. When your mom got pregnant with you, she was excited and nervous. They knew that if you were a girl, you'd be named Breanna Zim Charydczak, but since you were born a boy, your name was officially Brenson Zim Charydczak. The names were names that they thought sounded good together. You were born on the Bloodbath of The 39th Hunger Games, it was September 4th. Your parents already had a cozy house set up, and you were lucky because you had wealthy parents.Life seemed to be going good for you, sure, you don't remember your early years, but life wasn't horrible. Your dad managed to stay sober until you were about eight months, but at a party one night, he started drinking again.

Your dad came home sick, you were asleep, but your mom was still up doing some laundry. Your dad decided to do something horrible, abuse your mom. The screams of pain from your mom woke you up, you immediately started crying. Your dad - nor mom - didn't hear. The next day, you woke up expecting to be in your mom's loving arms, but your mom was gone. She left. No one even knows where she is now. She could be dead, or in a different District. All you know is, you're never going to see her again. You were only around eight-months old, but now-a-days. you think it's sick how your dad made your innocent mom leave. When you were younger, your dad didn't abuse you, but when you got older and older, your dad got more and more violent. Sometimes you go to your Aunt Tisdale's house for nights in a row, but you can't hide forever.

When you turned seven, a few things started happening.
*-----you started to Train for The Hunger Games.
**-----you went to school.
You personally didn't want to do either. Your dad makes you train for The Hunger Games because he doesn't want you to lose, or die, or look wimpy, because no one in the Charydczak family tree is wimpy. Of course, training pays off -- it gives you some muscle. You never liked school because, well, you just weren't very good at it. You're not very smart. But, in school, you did meet a lot of girls, so, it's not all bad.

Your first reaping wasn't scary. Unlike some kids, you didn't get scared. You knew the chances of you getting reaped were about one in a bug number, you only put your name in once, and you turned out lucky. To celebrate, your dad swiftly decided to go drinking with some pals. This was the first night you endured abuse. You were just sitting in your room. You were lonely. Your dad walked through the front door, and you didn't know what to expect. He was clearly drunk, you could tell when he vomited on the floor. When he entered your room, he had a belt, he whipped you for what seemed like hours, though it was only a few minutes. That night, you ran to your Aunt's house, she let you come inside and sleep there for a week. But then, you had to face reality.

Growing up in District 1, you don't have to work. But you still have troubles with school, Training, your dad, and your missing mom. Sometimes to solve your problems, you take drugs. The first time you took a drug was when you were fifteen. You saw some kids sniffing something, so, you were curious and decided to try some. You've been addicted ever since, but at least it makes you feel good.

Your life sucks.
You never met your mom.
Your dad abuses you.
You basically have no friends.
You suck at school.
You don't want to Train.
You can't keep a relationship.
And you get yourself high.
What a life.

EDIT ;

You ran away. Why? Isn't it obious? Your dad and your mom. If you can't have a family, you don't want a family either.
Your new motto? Screw perfection.
You just want possible.