Ring of Fire // Day 3
Jun 14, 2012 11:49:41 GMT -5
Post by Baby Wessex d9b [earthling] on Jun 14, 2012 11:49:41 GMT -5
This is my December, this is me alone, and I just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
For some reason the second night in the arena is easier, at least on me. I sleep soundly when it’s my turn, my left arm on top my chest, the starlight shining through my eyelids. My broken nose is only a dull hurt, which I’m grateful for. It’s my left arm that worries me as I drift off, as I wake up to the soft sunrise. The two wounds, so close together, are both angry, and I’m worried the second one is infected. It just hurts so much, a throbbing, distracting brightness that I can never quite shake. I can’t grip anything with that arm any more, but at least I can still use it to block. Or at least, that’s what Mr. Moreno told me.
As I shuffle around the campsite, distributing the leaves I’d collected (and eaten before to check their safety), I realize that these people are my friends, my family, my last support. I very nearly start crying as I remember what Mr. Liggens had to do to his pet. But it’s all to keep us alive longer, and that has to be all that matters. The sunrise lifts over the horizon as I sit beside Mahlah, sipping from one of the jugs, wondering what the orange-hued day has in store for us.
There’s a surprising amount of domesticity that happens while it’s still quiet. Eating, cleaning, even a few hushed conversations. I try practicing with my dagger, still trying to find the weight of it, especially now that Mahlah has tied my left arm to my chest with the bandana. It has a slip knot so if we are attacked, I can easily release it from its bindings and use it for the only thing it can be used for. In the pit of my stomach there is a greasy fear that I will lose it forever, but I might lose a lot more than that, before the end.
There is movement and even after only a few days we all know the drill. Mr. Moreno and Liggens are on their feet first, ready, but Mahlah and I are not far behind. The sand is slippery in a way I never expected. It takes sure footfalls and twists my ankles, and the grit gets into my cuts, makes new ones, tears my flesh asunder. It stings and distracts me, even though I know it shouldn’t. I back off a little, take a look at my alliance, my family. This is life full speed, I realize, the living and the dying. We’re going to get ours so much faster than almost anyone else in Panem, but at least we know it’s coming.
Well, some of us do. The others, I’m not so sure about, as I size up our opponents. No time to dally about it though; the dagger in my hand is slick with sweat and I still haven’t decided how I want to hold it, what way would be best. I just now I need to keep it close, if I want to breathe the salty air a little longer. I don't look, I don't think, I just attack as Mr. Moreno has taught me.
[[ Elon attacks Noreen; dagger ]]
[dice=200+2000]
[[ Stabbed in Back -- 9.0 damage ]]
It's a flash of dark hair, a curtain, a storm, and my dagger plunges in between bones. I am getting better, more accurate, and I wonder if that's the worst thing I've ever done. It's only as I'm pulling the dagger towards me that I realize two things; first that Mahlah has freed my left arm so I can block, and the second that I know the girl I have just stabbed - no, the woman.
"Mrs. Lexington," I manage, choke on her married name as I freeze, letting my family rush forward to the next attack.
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