Blue Water Brings Us Together//snare/night/open
Mar 30, 2012 15:50:34 GMT -5
Post by Sher is back :) on Mar 30, 2012 15:50:34 GMT -5
Blue Water Brings Us Together
Alexandria Tanner
The sun burned my skin, turning it a scolding pink, so I dove back down in the perfect blue waves. The water soothed my searing skin to a magnificent point that I swear I could hear it sizzling! I opened my eyes even though the salt burned them I looked around for old hooks and bait I could use to add to my silvery collection of knick knacks hung on a thin clear fishing line that i hang like wind chimes on the trees around my families small, naked looking house. FU- I stopped myself before i could let the words bubble from my mouth. My finger was red and bleeding but I was happy for what I found. A shiny green fish stood entagled in the turtle grass, a broad silver hook stuck out from its mouth and i could make out a bit of my flesh swaying in the current. It reminded me of my finger and I winced at the searing salty burn encasing my finger, slowly crawling up my hand.
Walking out on the sand holding my finger and my treasure and sat on the heated sand. I layed down the fish on my old, worn green towel and examined my finger. It was deeper than I thought, the cut, blood was drizzling down my finger dying the virgin sand scarlett. I did not have anything to dress it with so i just let it bleed out. I stood back up, the sun making me a bit lightheaded. I brushed the sand off my yellow bikini and trotted back down to the waves and sat down in the shallow ocean water letting the current move my feet in graceful ways. It was late afternoon so orange was starting to engulf the vague blue and white sky, to me it was the most beautiful time of day. It was the time to forget my life and the deep black depressions placed at random on the path of my future and past. the bright sun started to slowly set on the calm navy ocean horizon. I closed my eyes and a sweet curtain of wind take my tangled hair with it. I just wished one thing at the moment, I wish I could have someone to turn to..
My eyes clouded as I thought about my past. My brother died when i was six, he was my only friend. My parents don't care about me really, just put me to work, feed me (sometimes), and lets me do what ever. Oh, and nobody likes me, no girls, no guys, just the fishermen and that is because I untangle their knots. I feel used. I feel like my life is a black hole, I am actually scared to have someone close becasue i don't want them to be sucked in to my deep depressions and never find light. i wiped my salty hair from my fae and dropped down in the sand, letting the searing pain to my head wash away with the water. I looked to the darkening sky. I wonder if my parents even notice me gone?,I thought to myself calmly. Of course not! I laughed to myslef. I don't even know why I asked myself that, becasue it is a fact no one likes me.